My everyday Journey In life through the eyes of Music, the ears of poetry and the songs of a soul.....
Wednesday, September 27, 2017
Introducing " Wild Beauty"
Wellllll family I'm back. I decided I just want to be myself today....its been a while since I've had my therapy.....And if you've been reading all of my therapy sessions, Congratulations! you are loved. AHHHhhhhh yess it feels so good to be back in my comfort zone. so much has gone onnnnnnn. I have like Three instagram pages, two facebooks, one snapchat, one periscope, I mean your girl has truly evolved. Come on somebody!!!! In my mother of the church voice. Yall its amazing. Once you become free, you want others to feel that same freedom.....Speaking of freedom makes me think of years ago when I was in college. I rewrote the national anthem.....I wonder where that notebook is? If I ever find it... now would be the time to sing it. I'm just saying. I had a great up bringing. I can honestly say I grew up in a multicultural neighborhood. God rest my parents souls. Thank you for the exposure. We played with the brown, white and indigo..........this subject is trying to give me a tidbit of anxiety. I rebuke it in the name of Jesus. lets pause for some Chamomile tea
ughhhhh. Well, I can only find "sweet dreams" and its to early for me to go to sleep. I'm just gone let "Wild Beauty's Blog" touch on that subject for her session. This racism and inequality Shiii doesn't make sense......AYE! Wild Beauty. wait a minute!!! This therapy session is for TiMori Lynn. LOL. Soooo Family I don't believe I properly introduced Wild Beauty to you. She was born when I moved to California. The specific day I'm unsure of but I remember the moment. I was at Venice beach. I had on a....What color was that dress? Ah yes, I believe they call it mermaid. It was like a seaweed sky-blue green. Interesting. How fitting,come to think of it. My god-sister was sitting beside me. She had come to visit and give me some vibes of upliftment. I have her my phone and said " here take some pictures, while you sitting in your lounge chair". I walked out to the ocean, thinking of some poses. The sand started to feel wet between my toes, oh how I love that feeling. I looked out over the ocean. What a beautiful scene. As the sun began to melt away all negativity, the waves swept my ankles. God and I connected. I said "Have Me" "Have it all, I don't want it anymore." I can't carry it anymore!Look how far I've come to tell you." "I leave it all here." doubt, fear, abuse, feelings of abandonment, insecurities selfishness, Holy Fire!!! It is my destiny to be. Wash away the old me with the sand." "I am that I am. A brand new woman." " It is my heritage to stand proud and unafraid. I will face the world boldly and say. " This I have done, This we have done, This GOD has done!!!" Suddenly I realized my sister was sitting somewhere behind me and this was a photo shoot. I'm not sure if she even knows she captured that moment. I said all of that to introduce yall to Hungry Greedy Gurl, Wild Beauty. You'll have to checkout her blogs to experience the journey. Love, Peace and Blessings.
Tuesday, September 5, 2017
Life 4 Real: Free people ....free people
Life 4 Real: Free people ....free people: So today I'm feeling some type of way. Not sad or anything, slightly emotional I guess? I believe I miss the social freedom of living i...
Free people ....free people
So today I'm feeling some type of way. Not sad or anything, slightly emotional I guess? I believe I miss the social freedom of living in Cali........ Not that I feel that I am in bondage. I am truly free. At times being in the setting or location that I am in its hard for others to understand the full description of my artist career. I often find myself going into detail about what I, do where I'm going with my creativeness and how I plan on making a lifestyle out of it. Which is unnecessary, I've never really heard any one go into detail about being a lawyer or a doctor to prove that it is a legitimate career choice. Honestly I am 100% sure I did not choose to be a child of artistry. It chose me for sure. I have formed a certain attitude of gratitude when I look at so many around me who have conformed to the norm of society. I just thank God that even though I have been frowned upon by many for my mindset that the Lord continues to elevate me. Most people say you can be whatever you want to be but don't believe the words they say. At times society can be quite confusing. Words carelessly slung throughout a room.I am an Artist and that is what I tell people..... "Do you have benefits" They ask. I reply "yes"...They then reply " like health and dental"...I'm like " No, Mental and Spiritual" oh yeah " and Physical" I changed my whole lifestyle by embracing who I am. Now about the finances... "All I know is Jesus paid it all" LOL but if you would like to support go to timorilynn on intagram, or hungrygreedygurl. You can subscribe to my YouTube channel. Matter blahh blahh yall know..... I'm not really trying to make a plug in right now, I'm just venting. Like for real!! I refuse to let people with negative energy be around or influence me... I have so much love to give and share. The lord has blessed me to have peace that passes all understanding and if you don't have it look to the hills from which cometh your help. lol that really tickled me. I really just want people to be happy with who they are and where they are going. The vision, goals and dreams God has planted inside of you are not for everybody, friends, family,loved ones God gave it to you so don't let others opinions dictate how you live your life day to day. I like to call this a 'freedom state' state of mind..... Be free people! Keep yourself surrounded with positive energy. Free people....free people. I'm just saying. We are all made beautifully. I've embraced my beautiful, quirky, uniqueness and it feels great!!!!!BOOM! "In the face!!!" In my coming to America voice. Be blessed have a awesome, wonderful joy-filled prosperous day/life.
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