Laughter is good for the soul... AHHhhh haaa Ahhhhh haaaaa Ahhh haaaa :)

First I must apologize to my faithful followers..... I know its been a minute. and boy do I have alot to talk about and thank God its all positive and if its not it won't get talked about!!! HAH!  Its so funny how GOD works things out. Every day he surprises me. i'll start with an entry from one of my favorite books I'm reading again. "Purpose Driven Life". "Many People are Driven by Guilt, resentment and anger, fear, materialism and the need for approval. What are you driven by??? I don't know all the keys to success, but one key to failure is to try to please everyone. Being controlled by the opinions of others is a guaranteed way to miss Gods PURPOSE in your life."  I'm a witness when you find purpose you see your life in a new light......AIGHT!!! Knowing your purpose gives meaning to your life, motivates you, prepares you for eternity and simplified your life. The Bible says" A pretentious, showy life is an empty life; a plain and simple life is a full life. Proverbs 13:7. It also leads to Peace of mind....... Me myself and I consider my life to be simply high fashion....LOL. Peace that passes all understanding. Thank Jesus for Jesus!!lol Thank you for my soon to be husband, family and friends even the ones who pretend. The song above is what I do to the enemy I see thru your pseud . I'm so excited yall we headed straight to the top.....Satan you have no place in no relation.... I stand on the word  Eph 3:20 I'm partying today like its 2012 yall that's my lil brother above yall... give it yo all CD coming out January 17th check out the youtube link http://www.youtube.com/user/MRXcluzive Satan me and my family laughin at you....... Babe I love you sistas I love you too hope to see you soon. I miss my nieces and nephews.

Youuuuuuu Areeeee... You Rrrrrrrrrrrr!!! You are....You RRrrrrrrr

What a joyous  morning it is.... Thank ya lord! I got tha joy joy joy joy down in my heart! This Joy that I have the world didn't give it to me and the world can't take it away. My newly adopted lil sis was listening to the above song this morning and it stuck with me.  Life lesson ( Be careful what you allow to be spoken into your life)  Only speak LIFE and speak it more abundantly. I started changing my way of speaking maybe 2 years ago. It went unnoticed but it wasn't for anyone else it was for me.The tongue is a powerful weapon, there is Life and death in it. I speak Joy, Love, Peace, financial prosperity to bless those who are less fortunate than me. My grandmother once told me that if someone runs to you SCREAMING... I wanna help you!! I wanna help you!! run the other way. In my young mind I was like "Why"
The best charity work is quiet. Someone screaming  to be seen isn't always helping. I'm about to take it to church again. ................................I had to pause for a minute and think about the men and women who work behind the scenes with no acknowledgement the deacons, the clean up women. I'm talking bout the ones who stay late after Church anniversary, not Mrs. Boppy who lookin at yo husband ... not to cast judgment IJS....
count down 27..28...29..30..31 Random ......song "The Clean up woman is a woman who....." LMBO!!
Of coarse I can't finish without talking about my boo. ..... Boy do I love and deserve you!!

Mr ohhhh so right!!!

Boy its been a minute........but I must talk about my Mr. Right....  You see sometimes in life you gotta choose your Mr. Right. Who in others eyes can be Mr. Wrong..... "SANG MARY J" Randomacity... If you honestly sit back and think about the one you truly love (pause)  :) How many people had something negative to say. How many people. have an input on your relationship. Mother, sister, cousin , brother. Only God should have the last word about to whom you belong. Man if you haven't been listening you gotta hear the above song. I love My Mr. Wrong.... I must say that I myself am guilty of giving my disapproval in relationships but in growing I've learned. What GOD has put together let no man harm. If he put it together???? People who really know me I rarely care what others say. I haven't had a negative conversation about my mate, who I truly appreciate.
I'm A living witness if you ask GOD to reveal someone to you, he will....... Before you ask BE READY!!!
Ready! Set!Go!.... I love My MR. Wrong!!! :) No he doesn't have all the Characteristics of this song but my Mr. Wrong is oh so Right. Be careful who you let speak into your life. If God put you together you gottsta fight!!

Who is Sarah Baartmon...... My people Perish for lack of knowledge. IJS

Love is such a crazy thing.....IJS

Good morning friends.... and what a great morning it is. So blessed to be in it. To visitors , members and friends...." I just gave on of those church introductions. LMBO.....Your welcome, welcome, welcome.
Your welcome to sing,  "That is why I post the songs that are on my mind as I write" Listen as you read.
Your welcome to shout!!! Hopefully loud laughter cause my life is a LOL "Laugh Out Loud". and laughter is good for the soul.
Your welcome to cry..... Lord knows I've shed many tears while writing.....
BUT what your are not welcome to do is judge. This is the no judgement zone. "for he who  is without sin, "that aint me",  let him cast the first stone." Cause on this blog I am gone definitely spell words wrong, have sentence fragments, have Randomocity moments..... Oh yeah and make up words... no one perfect. With that being said.
I took my newly adopted  sis to school this morning... and flip thru the radio stations " I'm so old school" I heard one of my favorite songs by Leandria Johnson......you know I'm gone post it...  I just wanna say to the true love of my life. I LOVE YOU! "You say, Who?" Jeeeeeeesuuuuuusssssss..... No other name has Power like you.  Thank Ya!!!!!"In my Mr. Brown Voice"
When I'm lost, confused, bruised, misused,  JESUS. The only one to whom I have to show my self approved. Jesus! Peace of mind! Jesus! Healing Jesus! Deliverance! Lord I thank you that all chains and family curses are broken IN THA NAME OF JESUS!!! Both of  my mothers and my father are gone BUT JESUS!! When I thought I was alone and turn to man to hold on.........Thank you Jesus for never leaving me alone.

Now yall know I'm a lil special ....... I gotta take a break to praise ...........................................................................................................................................................................JESUS JESUS JESUS.......yall don't know my whole story........To GOD be tha glory!!!

Tis tha season to be jolly........

Back to the video shoot....It was so great to meet new family... Momma Lo is a true blessing to the community. Lord bless her and the whole family.........Protect us from thyn enemy.and all who are reading, at the video shoot I had daydream......... I was a child. Santa Claus walked up to me ..and hugged me breifly I started remembering. Everything he means. I lit up like a Christmas tree!!!! "Ohhhhh Christmas tree, Ohhhh Christmas tree , How every green your branches"  ooooo kayyyy.soooo now what was I about to say ............................................... My dream that day!!! the light at just the sight. Santa Claus hugged me tight and said everything was going to be alright. " you gotta fight" Then I awoke. to see my man in front of the camera crew acting all Kool. Love can be cruel.... Everybody plays the fool. "There's no exception to tha rule"I love you Mista you know who! TiMori you really gotta stop with these interludes." "You gotta alot of catching up to do!!"
Be Blessed People!!! Nope I'm not thru. I was once told you are a precious jewel, your a angel.< In response to > ...I ask "How do you treat an Angel Jewel??  Just some Brain food.."How do you know someone loves you??? You know Jesus died for me and you! but I'm talking bout these human dudes....actions speak louder than words do. Tha puddin is tha proof.
That's all I'll talk to yall tomorrow.

Katomatae'

In the words of my late God Mother  " WHAT THA WHAT"... Back to the B-day weekend...... I honestly hate to write about the past when Im living in the present.  Gorrilla Zoe/ Lavish Lo video shoot experience was cool...... Mr, New much luv to you even tho you had a stank attitude. preciate the sacrifices made....No I was not PMS-in, forget that I'm gone keep it real!!!!!I still got a attitude about the new Twighlight movie!!!!! I wanted to see!!! wouhhhhhhh sahhhhhh . Keep some stuff to yourself TiMori!.... forget that this is my therapy and Lord knows I need it. Jesus please keep me on the right track. as he gets meaner the grass gets greener..... NOOOoooo I'm not a cheater!! But I am a true believer in....................................well not in man. Lean not into your own understanding. says the man upstairs. Well; I officially don't understand what is going on right now but Lawd I'm still leaning Singing  " Everybody's Working For the Weekend"  Randomocity......just Monday!!! Awh Man. I miss my nephew Jazion!
 OH yeah I must say for the video I was fly!!! Next blog entry I'll talk about groupie time. They were there in rare form.. That's all I gotta say about that...   I love this song, Sang Melanie Fiona!!!!!!

In The Beginning

Mannnnn My birthday was verrrrryyyyyyyyyy interesting but to tell how my weekend went I gotts ta start from the beginning ....... of the year so I decided to start with my first Blog post and post one daily starting with my first blog post ..... to my readers who've been reading from the beginning ........ughhhhhh...read it again it should be interesting at least it will be to me :) I'm gone put my own comment on each and everyone............
 Thoughts for today......"Live, Life hard.with the Lawd" Oh Oh Ohhhh Oh .....Oh My Gawd LOL I'm random yall.

Go Scorpio!!!! Its Ya Birthday!!!!

WOW what a week!! A long one at that. Lord thank you for another year. I am 29 and I still get carded to buy .......bubble gum. LOL  I'm looking forward to what the day is going to bring. ughhhhhh I wish I could find my phone charger I'm sure people are calling me.... So much to say. I'll write abut it next week as for now......
GO TIMORI ITS YO BIRTHDAY!!!!

CHEERS......

Well first of all I wanna pour a lil somthin out for my number on hommie...... R.I.P. Mommy.I remember this day like yesterday....Well most of it. I remember daddy comming in the room and the look in his eyes..... Before he even spoke. I said "She not dead daddy, she not dead" . I remember asking if I could use the phone cause I was on punishment " which I stayed on....lol Any way. I just wanna say Ivy Elise Robinson. I love you!!! TeAr ;(
On a lighter note, lets talk about Mr.New...so grateful to you for being the ... Puddin Proof.   You are definitely the truth. I am truly free. No double dipping........ OK that's really funny to me. pause........
Lord I thank you for what you allow.... and for your power. I thank you for your wisdom and knowledge. I thank you for the things I didn't learn while in college!! I know a few who wild out!!
I really wanna say CHEERS to my Mommy and Mr. New. Lord thank you for tears of JOY from sorrow.

"LEAD DON"T FOLLOW"

Yes Mam......

What shall I talk about??Let me see, Let me seeeeee.........Let me see , let me see now, let me see ya get down low....... O!K! that was very random. Randomocity is back. LOL. I ....want to talk abouttttttt.....??? Church yesterday.  I love the Lord he heard my cry but I promise church is like going to the movies. Well I think my life is a movie with the camera crew on break ....anyway.... But church, is like a comedy, well my life is like a comedy too.......minus the camera crew, lol. Lord knows I gotta laugh just to make it through.

So anyway yesterday was Open Mic Sunday. Anyone who wanted to sing could and did........AMEN! LOL.
My grandmother leaned back and whispered to me" I want you to go up there and sang " "Im like uhhhhhh OK"So the lil kids were finishing up singing the 3min chorus. " I give myself away". I close my eyes and pray.
" Lord give me a song and let my words be your tongue" So I got up there and began to sung...yes sung, It just rhymes and I was on a roll. lol but any way I was sangin tha song and people started screamin to the top of there lungs. So I closed my eyes really quick, cause that had never really happened to me. I mean I've had people get happy but not sceamin.
When I closed my eyes it was just I and HE.... Hopefully you know I mean Jesus. next thing I know the ministering was done and eyes were open. No Lie the lady on the pew behind me tapped me on my shoulder and told me yolks were broken. ......God is truly Amazing, And I'm grateful that's why i praise him. I sang that one for you dad. We used to joke on you for singing this song every Sunday but I can truly say... I new the true meaning when I sang it yesterday. R.I.P.

Tickled Pink.......

I finally finished writing on my Hub Pages for today. http://timori.hubpages.com Check it out.
Moving right along. Life is so funny. I've been Listening to Lina the above song all morning. 
"Some people keep what they don't want and throw away what they really need" Cee Lo Green...
I'm just so happy this Monday morning." I GOT A RING!!!!!!!!!!"..........................................LMBO
 Not that kinda ring a telephone ring.....that was funny. I got a call from a ex somebody from years ago. Po fella is miserable. "so how things going" I replied in the words of Lina "Its funny that your calling" "When things start getting betta for meee".... " IIIIIIIIIIIiiiiiiiiii wont Let My Baby Down" "We been talking way to long so I'm gonna hang up the phone" Cause " IIIIIIIIIIiiiiiiiiii -e-IIIIiiiiiii Won't let my baby down"
I love this song!!!!!

In The Words Of Granny "A Whole Heep"

AHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..........sigh of relief ,,,back to my therapy.. Sooo my car is still sick and I have been with out a car for a month now...............????????  "Help me baby Jesus.....naww I need big Jesus for this one!!. I won't complain  at least I got shoes to walk in. Somebody out there "Riding in a wheel chair without feet".
So anyway... My sis picked me up Monday so I could dance with" Divine Grace"  FYI: dance of praise, don't get it mistaken. LOL. I was out of town about 4days.
 on the ride back home. My brother -in-law and I got to talking last night just about family and things and I had several flash back memories. I remember being thirteen when  my mother Ivy Elise, had her first breast cancer surgery. I told my father I wasn't going to school. I helped my mother back and forth from the bathroom . I remember one particular moment. when she needed some relief....we both got on our knees before the king .....I just can't smh........as tears consume me. i thank you Lord for strength .
Which brings me to a statement I began to internally ponder, on last nights car ride.........
"TO WHOM MUCH IS GIVEN......MUCH IS REQUIRED" ......................................SILENCE

Required-   Need for a particular purpose; depend on for success or survival,   Cause to be necessary.
 I asked my self and self said "HUH??" 
What has God given Me?????  Whats required of Me? I said to self
"Self remember, What God has for you its for you, What God requires from you.....Is You!!!!" 
Whrew.....biiiiigggg exhaaallllleee......" cause self can't be nobody else"
I'm killin myself laughing.... But for real y'all when I go through life's trials ,ups, downs, tears deaths brokenness, and all the rest...........I tell my self " Much is Required" My lesson for the week.

"Much Is Required" and "Stay Silent"

Mood ring... Rain

The weather is truly having an affect...effect on me, which ever one is the right term... I don't feel like looking it up. but any way I've been thinking about my father all day. When I think back. My father truly had me spoil. Ohhh how I miss those days.......uhhmmmm you know what I don't wanna touch this subject. R.I.P. to the parents who raised me Ivy, Joyce and Timothy....I woke up singing this song all morning....

 Affect:  To have an influence on or effect a change in
 Effect:   A change that is a result or consequence of an action or other cause.

What is the difference....exactly?

• Use effect when you mean: RESULT, TO CAUSE, TO ACCOMPLISH, TO BRING ABOUT, or when preceded by A, AN, ANY, THE, TAKE, INTO, and NO. (These words may be separated from effect by an adjective.)

Use affect when you mean: TO INFLUENCE SOMETHING RATHER THAN CAUSE or AS A NOUN TO EXPRESS EMOTION.

I decided to look it up....lol

Umbrella in a Hail Storm

Okay sooooo I  started writing about this topic yesterday on my Hub Pages.( http://timori.hubpages.com/) I had to plug that in right quick. Check it out and repost it if you get a chance..My blog is like my journal so with this "Umbrella in a Hail Storm" topic I wanted to get a lil personal. Sometimes it seems like I walk thru life  holding on to the umbrella of faith with my own patch of sun under it with me....lol that's really tickling, cause I can see it. Me and the sun under my umbrella in a hail storm. The world can be cold and hard and beat u unconscious if your not conscious of who you are and what you stand for. Do you know what u living for....I used to say if you don't have dreams then what you living for, now it seems sleep comes to me never.......pause....go back....read it again. never mind here it is. I used to say if you don't have dreams then what you living for now it seems sleep comes to me never....What is up with this weather? I don't know what the hell to wear...rain boots, a long john top, short bottoms a sun hat and ear muffs. That's my life gear Oh yeah and I always have my shades on that's a known. let me explain my life gear to you. RAIN BOOTS, so I can trudge through. I suggest you get a pair too.  It will help when the ice turns to water all around. EAR MUFFS so I can't hear noooooo negative comments. SUNHAT and GLASSES for my joy in the midst of the storm. A Breast Cancer Pink LONG JOHN on my arms to keep them warm and shoulders strong for lifes boulders. I pray for the person I'm living this life for. I pray to the one who gave it to me.... It seems everyone  looks at success differently... The best way I can describe it is I have a dyslexic mentality and see the world differently. Awh man I forgot about my shorts.....mmmhhhh no specific reason Im just fashion forward :) I thought they would look good.
Lord thank you for this umbrella.... Thank you for the hailstorm..... Thank you for the sun.... Thank you for your overflow of blessings at my feet....... What a great morning!!! 

Laaa Laaa Laaa La la La until the end of time.......

Today well actually all day I've been feeling  hhhmmmm whats a good word Emotionally Random: I feel like crying., literally.... but I'm so happy. I 've shed many tears in my lifetime. I feel as tho these are not mine. I really won't get all into that.... Today I am a true woman at her "emotionaliest" Ok Lord "Life is a test" Now you know I'm not the best test taker.....lol I'm just sayin. Can I get a study guide....ohhh ok" the Bible". What about a cheat sheet or a ahhhhh Pre test. Yes a pretest sounds good. I gotta know whats up with this "emotionalness", another made up word "yes".I just got to keep it real on my Blog, which is my therapy. I love this new artist Timothy Bloom...I wrote a piece to this song for "Mista...I once knew". I sometimes wonder if I am the only one who thinks about how people remember you. I mean does it really matter. I was raised a preachers child so I always had to look out and worry about how I was viewed. Church folks can be so rude and put people on a pedal stool not realizing we are all human.and the same way you curse at me I will curse at you!!!!! LOL Im just playin!!! It takes sooooo much to get me upset but if I do the Holy spirit betta come quick !!!enough about that. I Love Timothy Blooms video also its so beautiful , Artistic and sexual. Check it out!!!!

Shhhhhhhhhh

I believe my last entry was about Saturday...moving right along to Sunday Church was great I believe the pastor was speaking to me and even stepped on my toes a few times. But that's a good thing to be able to recognize. Moving right along with my life. I'm talking to a new guy..........well he is talking to me.  Capital O! Capital M. Capital G! OMG this dude talk soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much I mean more than me. Which brings me to memory. A old friend of mine from Ohio, would never talk and it used to bother me. He replied " If you "let someone talk long enough they will tell you every thing you wanna know" that statement has stuck with me for many years and is so true." Sometimes silence is the best food."  How could you leave me stranded dude!!!! "sorry about the brief interlude" TiMori its Thursday, Saturday has come and gone.
I have decided to look for a new car. First I googled "Free" 2011 Camaro's LMBO. Hey its worth a try. then I tried craigslist and different dealerships.... What did you day?? TiMori you don't have any money.
In the words of Denzel " King Kong aint got $#!+ on me!!!! LOL I know who I am!! DO you know who you are? Words to self for today. " When you hungry eat words" Be still let go and let GOD..... I love the above song " Sing Over Me Again"

Give Us, Us FREE!!!

Its Tuesday and I woke up with a song in my head as usual. singing.." He'll keep you in perfect peace, so why should I be bound? When he has set me free" So you know I had to look it up on youtube. Check it out above. Its nothing like having peace. I think about when I got up to speak at my Fathers funeral and I really didn't know what I was going to say. I just knew that I wanted to say something. I just let the spirit lead me.  One thing i remember saying " God has given me peace that passes all understanding". I believe that's why alot of people don't understand me. Sometimes I don't even understand my understanding, but I understand.
Perfect: Having all the required or desirable elements, qualities, or characteristics; as good as it is possible to be
Peace: I have my own definition and its long but its spiritually, mentally  physically and financially. There are so many ways that we can become bound in life....but like the song says that I've been singing all morning "Why should I be bound when God has set me free" Mannnnn! I feel good this morning. I feel good every morning but its something about this one.....that I haven't seen before and will never see again..... Quote of the day " Live every day ,hour,minute,and second like its your last" Life is to short to be Mad, Sad,Depressed, Oppressed or Bounded...bounded lol did I make that up? Yup! lol Today Be Free!!!!!

What season are you in???? Ecclesiates 3:1-8 read it!

Well friends what a push into the fall!!! I am soooooooooooooo excited about this new season. Im definitely looking forward to the the things God has in store. Now to the reality show! "My LIFE" lol
SO I've been feeling this change or this new season coming up  hmmmmm actually all month. To be honest I kinda "fell into fall" The first day of fall was Friday September 23rd and it kinda crept up on me. But I could feel the change that morning. Things just weren't the same. The Primary Harvest is here!!! Primary :  first in order of time or development. Development:  A specified state of growth or advancement of knowledge. Most Holy gracious, merciful and forgiving God. I thank you for my mind being clear and coherent. I thank you for deliverance from peoples opinions and approval.I thank you for literally stopping me and letting me know you have your hand on me and dwell in me. You are the greatest therefore your greatness dwells in me. Although my life is just a smidgit in comparison to Jesus  on the cross. His only words were "Forgive them Father for they know not what they do" Lord I feel you!! To those that I've wronged DO forgive me. Forgive me for being falsely accused of being who you want ....believe or perceive me to be. Forgive me for not being that big "B" lol or for not being messy. forgive me for being blunt with you and asking for the truth .... truth be told no matter what I'm gone be free!!! I break all generational curses in Jesus name! PAUSE..... Back to the subject at hand. I gots to be free...... I will neva... have I eva... ask you to forgive me for being me. Its a new season you see. Like I tell my sistas yall betta get to know me..... Beautifully and wonderfully made. just the way I am. right whereI am, with a joy that no one around me gave or can take away..........
Now lets skip to Saturday! Singing what a dayyyy...What a dayyy...What a dayyyyeeyyaaa!!!
WOke up and I could feel the heat summer was officially over. I got in my car and it was over heated. So thankful for homies that can stand the heat. Summers over its time to reap. Its a new season Homie. I'm "STANDING TALL" YOU SEE ME!?!?! LOL.  Moving right along,  .
Some lunch a lil egg fu young....
  A Random comment......" All women are a nonfactor" are you an actor? Is this a movie? Do you know me? " INTRODUCING THE ONE AND ONLY!!!!" TIMORI!!!!LOL  How dare he! In the presence of greatness that dwells with in me. My poor homie...smh. Non-factor: A person or  thing that isn't special a zero; zilch a overly used term to put down people on a message board. MESSAGE!!! Attention family,foes, friends and those who pretend. I will reiterate myself one mo gain.
INTRODUCING TIMORI LYNN !!!!! The GREATEST COMMON FACTOR!!
Factor : One that actively contributes to an accomplishment, result, or process
 Greatest Common Factor:The greatest common factor is its own definition, i.e., list all of the common factors of 2  and take the largest.... Singing Lauryn Hill" Deep in My heart the answer it was in meeee and I made up my mind to define..my own destiny!!! " Randomocity"
Soooo its  still saturday. It was a long journey just bare  with me.I Drop my homie off 5 mins later car start running hott no not hott, hawt pass all the numbers. I called errrbody I know. Men walking pass my window,begger standing at the door. 3...4 or so hours pass and Im still at the damn gas station...waiting grateful for the stranger ,danger man that helped. He said" where yo husband " before approaching and groping  my hips and thighs with his eyes. I LOUDly replied." DO..YOU..THINK..IF..I HAD A HUSBAND I would be sitting here looking under this hood!!! I kinda feel bad about it now. I was pretty loud LOL. He said "   You sure you don't need any help?" BLank Stare "You didn't ask me" The man jumped out that Uhaul quickly and started helping me. THATS what um talkin bout G..O..D.
That still aint all...Bare with me we almost there yall. He had to leave but by that time The lady asking for change had come over to be nosey and talk to me. sn: I talk to everbody. We talked about How good God is!!! And she was begging for change to get some chicken from across the street. I had no money. but I gave her all the change I had on me and that I could see.  When she got back she was trying to feed me. smh Lord thank you for Mrs Kathy. She stood out there all that time with me. to reassure my safety. Mrs. Kathy said Baby I would invite you to my house but I aint got no lights and no power. I am in tears right now writing about this. Much more happened and I could go on. The Moral to this story, Life long journey??? That Revelation is for me not to be shared with anybody ;)
P.S. Thanx to Danz and Cuz I made it home. Quote of the day { Don't cry that you are starving with a loaf of bread under your arm, Don't walk around with Chips on  your shoulders  acting like they boulders} GOD is in control! All this talk about food is making me hungry!! LETS GET IT!!

THA MORE YOU KNOW........

Its FRIDAY!!! I haven't done my therapy in a week or so. Well I'm back! I just got back from South Carolina yesterday. I really enjoyed myself with my step mom. GOOoooooo team LT!! I've really gotta start back writing in my blog everyday. I learn so much daily and I aint even in school. " I'm not attending school at this present time" Thats for you Gmamma.LOL I miss you and I will use correct grammar sometimes just for you. Lets seeeee Ohh yeah. We went to Walmart in South Carolina. We walk down the meat isle looking for breakfast food. My stepma has a loud out burst. "WHAT NO CONECUH SAUSAGE!!!!!" LMAO I replied " MAM! we are not in Alabama". Were not in Kansas any more toto!" "Randomocity" Speaking of Kansas. South Carolina was for lack of a better word mmmhhhh HOOD! Not that I have a problem with the hood. I wasn't raised in the hood but I grew up in the hood......... Flash back " Stone Terrace" in Chicago. What interesting Summers. Staying on the 5th floor with an elevator the never worked. It wasn't so bad even though we never got to go outside. lol until we went to granny house. Played in the field with Twinkle n nem. Stop by the candy lady house get some cheese and flammin hots, a pickle, and 25cent worth of penny candy. Those days were dandy...lmbo dandy that was lame. but any way. Back to the South Carolina trip. I finally saw Gefilte fish.......Gefilte fish, Well I used to watch the movie rush hour alot when I didn't have cable and I always wondered what the hek it was. Chris Tucker was trying to order it on the plane.... and I saw it! In a jar like pickled pig feet. Filta fish in jelly is what the jar said. EEEwwwwww. and I think what does that taste like? I may never no... Filta fish lol

NO MATTER WHAT YOU GOTTA STRUT!!!

HAYyyyyyyy!! I'm back and better than ever. I've been super super busy. I guess I'll start with Thursday.  nah Friday thurs was to busy. woke up at 2:30 am drove to Atlanta My sister and I caught the red eye flight to Chicago. We tried to see everyone which never happens and I had a family reality check that I'd rather not share. We went to my cousins party Saturday "very nice" . Lets just talk about the party for a sec. I always say my life is a movie. Well here's example number 12,364. My sister and I finally find our way to the club downtown Chicago.....sigh.  flip down the mirror. make up, check..lip gloss, check, nose check.... and gum... check! So I reach back in the back seat to get my heels....heels ....OH MY GOD!! Where are my shoes??? Let me get up and look in the back. Shoes Shoes.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh!!! Where are my heels. Only me!! What am I going to do.  All who know me, know that I would never ever wear sandals to the club.. SMH and this was a very formal club. I tell myself well you come to far to turn back now and  No Matter What You Gotta Strut!!!!  And that's what I did.LOL . Strut with my sandals on right on in the club. We left Sunday and Monday  in Florida. I'm gone put my feet in the sand today. time for a lil RE-LAX-Ation.

Didn't Cha Know?????

Well I'm behind on my post as usual so I am in need of some therapy " writing is my therapy". I just feel so good!!! Matter of fact I feel GREAT!!!!! I feel a break thru!! For me and you. Yes You!! It feels so good to be going the right way. Do you know how many wrong turns I've taken!!!! When you on the right path the doors are already open. Its gonna be a good week.... Its already Tuesday. Tomorrows hump day.
 I been singin all day "these last two dollars... I'm not gonna lose" Lord I need you tooooo multiply these two's like only you can do. I'm actually happy with my love life right now :) "WOW" If I could stop it with the asuminati.....and make sure I tell my business to nobody. My Gran gets out the nursing home tomorrow, or rehab as they like to call it. She's the best, talk about a true patience test.... Back to Mista and I " You got me up so high''. I wish I could deny it but I can't.... back to the subject at hand.
Immm On tha right paaatthhhh... nahhh nahhhh naaa naaa naaa.

Thicker Than A Snicker...... lol

I can honestly say I started this week off with a bang but the week did not go as planned. I just took a long bath, meditated, washed my hair ,painted my nails, put on my oils and  I'm about to paint my face. which I do daily...Why must I have these scars!!! OKAY Lord! I know! I am beautifully and wonderfully made!!! " "fell asleep teary and woke up with make up on my pillow case" lol inside joke. He knows. I'm glad I can laugh at my own flaws and jokes. This week I've been feeling like I don't wanna sing no mo???? Whats that about? Every  dark cloud has a silver lining...What if its a hurricane, a six month rainstorm, a tsunami? I really need to talk with my mommy. At this moment I'm not mourning. I just got a few questions. .......moment of silence. Can't stay there to long no Debbie Downer.  Tonight I'm trying to get my party on.  Rewind speaking of Mourning, well morning my ex called the house at 6:00am. Like  "FOR REAL" We reminisced for a min. talked about when I was spoiled, faithful and loyal. just a few of my great qualities.  DING! It dawned on me. I started remembering. TiMori He is an ex for good reasoning. He blabbs on and on about how much he appreciates me. Blahhh Blahhh Blahhhh Yahhh Yahhh Yahhh!!! Ha Ha Ha!! I think to myself. Thank Ya lawd for wealth, not material things. Thank you for not being a Gold digger but a go getter. Thank you for giving me the strength and knowledge to understand I don't need a man to put money in my hand. Unless!!! lol he's my husband and I aint married yet don't even have a candidate. I think I'm gone start taking applications. Nahhhhhhhh I need some alone time. Wayyyyyy to much work on this table. Background checks. Right now....I just aint able. Let me put my clothes on and get ready to go cause I will just go on and on. For the women...annd men who don't know your  worth........BE  ELEVATED

They say you've never lived till you loved, but no one ever told me what to do when Love don't love you back"

I have been having these crazy dreams for the past week and a half..... I 've been fighting my A## off. Anyone who knows me knows that I try to practice non violence. When I say... I was beating some @##. I mean I woke up sweating. It was all women steppin up to me. One chick was a model that I dragged all the way thru my house to the front door by her hair. Now Father , Son and Holyghost.... I  don't get mad but just in case I do get this upset please come quick. Being that I am a dreamer, I normally know as soon as I wake up weather or not my dream means something... well I know these mean something but WHAT? I'm gone ask God to reveal it to me... TiMori don't forget... don't ask if you don't wanna know!

Moving right along. I been thinking about LOVE alot lately family , husbands, babies, just people I meet daily. Lust and Like. Hugs and Fights...there it is again lol. I gotta find out this issues underlining. Im a lover not a fighter. "I GOT IT!!" Its the enemy! My Gran Mary"Temp"told me" just keep prayin baby" but my Aunt Mary told me "Mauri you gotta bring some whoop ass to a bear fight" LMBO. I love my fam. I'm gone start back working out for this road ahead screamin " I WANNA BE READYYYyyy!!" Im always ready even when I aint ready. My middle name is GO!

I love this song Im such a sucker for love!!! TiMori's Quote of the day "They say you've never lived till you loved but no one ever told me what to do when Love don't love you back"  Lord I thank you for your unconditional love in this conditional world.

I got tha POWER!!!!

As usual so much going on in my life... Thank you lord for another day! Yesterday was my mothers birthday. R.I.P. I know she getting some good sleep. All of em, my God mother and my daddy. I woke up to some great news, that I'd rather not share with you. If I have learned one thing its that everybody aint and won't be happy for you. Another lesson I learned sometimes you just got to be quiet. Sometimes the best food is silence. I know I'm a little late... and this is quite funny to me but... I am a true writer. .... Like for real . Years ago when I started getting more intimate in my relationship with God, He would deal with me in signs...yeah i know it sounds weird but its true. But, anyway I got this fortune cookie from this Chinese place, which I rarely eat. I just so happen to be craving some of that strange meat lol.....Back to the fortune cookie. "YOU HAVE THE POWER TO WRITE YOUR OWN FUTURE!!! Duhhhhhh TiMori you aint stupid!! Boo write your future. The proof is in the puddin. Whats a book with out a written story. Thank you bestie for these hands of glory!! Now who would have ever thought there would be so much power in a cookie. I have tapped into my inner being. Im just gone share a piece from a contract I have between me and the almighty. " Now unto him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all we can ask or think, according to the......."POWER" that worketh within me!!!Eph 3:20. I got tha POWER!!!

Heyyy!!! Heyyyy !! LAWD!!

WOW! what a week and weekend. time for a new beginning. I wanna start with a praise. I thank you Lord Jesus for your grace and mercy. I thank you for a roof over my head and clothes on my back and food on my table. I thank you for making me just the way I am. I thank you for your spirit which dwells within my. I thank you for power over the enemy!!SO my sisters and I started cleaning out my Godmothers house. I just can't believe she is gone.......smh. Dear lord. I don't know how you are going to sooth this pain but I know you will. Your will be done. I am so thankful for her. when my mother died she stepped right up. When my father died she stepped right up!! Well sista's now its just us. I love my sisters so much but man do they get on MY...LAST...NERVE!!! I know for a fact they fill the same. I really wanna go to church in Bham today. Lord just want to say thanks. I made it to Sunday. I'm gone shout my troubles over where ever I go.http://youtu.be/o9Ssn6IA9Vs

Everyday is a GOOD Day!!! When you wake up!!! HEyyyyyyyyy!! Thank Ya!!

Boy did I need that sleep last night.... I was tired. A learned a great lesson yesterday!!! SOooooo much to do today... take granny her clothes to the nursing home well " rehab" finish these Avon orders... Oh yeah if you looking for AVON. I got it!!! They have some new stuff and it isssssss cuteeeee!!!! email me at timorilynn@live.com . I'm working as usual. oh yeah please please check out http://hubpages.com/feed/ . my new en devour....  Well The schedule is the truth today I gotta go to the Arts explosion @ 8 in Bham  2012 Magnolia Ave 35205.  Gotta see My Camp 3T Homie sang his butt off!!! at 1104 E FAIRVIEW... Ladies ladies you need to come check my brother out. and spend maybe some qt time with my Mista. If he is off work..... Wait a minute did I get a text back??? Maybe I shouldn't take Sand TO THE BEACH! Aint no ring on me. Im good as long as I act accordingly!!!

Oh no she didn't!!!!!!!1

So I'm sitting here at my Second job/ I got so many slashes/ Nanny/ Poet/sanger/ manager of others anger/ writer/painter/mode/personal stylist slash I gots to get this!!! Gots to get this money. I was trippin earlier and the Lord said be slow to anger...I thought I was do what its owed to me but now I see that. you always owe somebody. It might be a hug, a rub, a nudge...etc.I thank Jesus he paid the price. Lesson learned. I had to bring it down a notch.. Burn my green money insence..and create a new mood. Check out this video from youtube. You gotta luv these dudes. Klassik I see them shades!!! I got you!  Yall check out the number one producer.

UGHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh AHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let me calm down............1..2..6...2...4.... Whrew. Enemy you thru.'' Man I miss Mista!!" Make that money Boo!! Matter fact why I ain't heard from you? It okay Im gone do what you told me too. " Keep Kool". LOL. Okay this is for Adult eyes only! I been reminiscing on the oldies.... the ex's and I been thinkin I'm due some roses!!! SOME ROSES!! LOL before I changed my number an ex called and said. TiMori I haven't seen you in some years and months. I replied " I know hun and that was purposly done" I am the ONE. I know my worth. you can stick a fork in us...done."  But back to the roses. I suppose its a bit of an issue. Since I have only gotten them from my father TiMothy Robinson. From the others, ex's, brothers,sending them  with tissue. Make a beautiful tear appear distorted....all emotions are aborted..speaking of aborted.... Lord I can't have no baby daddy cause,,,,, just cause hell. " No Details". I hope my honesty is appreciated and and not taken out of context. SPEAKING of that. Boris Ko Jhoh. Or whatever the dude with the pretty eyes name is....Now you know you don't joke on the big guhs..." They were the ones tippin you when you was working at the strip club!! LOL. Im sorry lord. I don't know where that man got his money....Speaking of money. Im at my second job. I love being my own boss.I think Im gone buy me some roses when I get off!!! This Video really put a smile on my face!!!! YOU GOTTA WATCH THE WHOLE VIDEO!

I Loveeee Peanut Butter and Jelly!! for real........... but I don't won't no peanut butter and jelly.

I just don't understand why people think its something wrong with me!! I have so much joy and more peace than I've had in a long time. I went to Atlanta this pass weekend to the hair show by myself and had a great time. Just me my number one hommie God and I. ...had a great time.... moving along man I was hungry last night and Peanut butter and Jelly was right on time.... I'm sangin " I don't want no peanut butter and Jelly"!! LOL this used to be my song. Check out that hair style?? Sang Child!!

Nahhhhh Nahhh nahhhh nah nah nah...Ahhhh ahhh ahhhhh!!

This is a continuation of my face book post. "Sweep around your own front door before you try to sweep around mine....... L.M.B.O. sometimes you gotta look the enemy straight in the eyes and laugh!!!! " You gotta laugh like nah nah nah nah nah nah......Ahhhh Ahhhhh Ahhhhh!!! In the words of my lil brother. Satan been attacking errrrrrbody! The enemy has no place amongst my H#bby, family,friends , associates and all who they are in contact with.your word says  God I have the power that you have placed within me. I have the power... as I water the mustard seeds on  my farm of harvest with the water, that rains upon me.For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Eph 6:12 You and only you Almighty. said that you are able to do exceeding, abundantly, above all we ask according to the power that worketh within us.Eph 3:20

feet are swolen and my shoulders tiiiiiiiiied......"Tired"

What a day, what a day what a day e-yaaaaa, I laid down at 4am and stopped the alarm clock at 4:30.

Ok Auntie I'm ready to drive you to surgery.....Sat in the Hobby Lobby and waited, and waited and waited,

They called me" THE NIECE TIMORI!!!" "I'm here" " "Come back this way,mam" She's still a lil sedated.

I sat bedside and waited. She finally awakened. Come on Tee let me put on your socks and I'm lookin...Im lookin. Where is yo Bra? OH ! here it is I got it. Strap em up lets ride. Whrew!! TiMori pat you self on the back one time. I'm so tired. Home we on the way.... " I can't believe I posted my poetry video on facebook.... Oh well. People don't know Im sometimes shy, but I just gotta release whats on the inside. Thats why I write................................................2 hr pause. I had to get a lil shut eye. Now where was I.

oh yeah my feet swollen and Im tiiiied. Auntie sleep. check! Water in her glass. check!

TiMori you can do it!!! Im like the cowardly Lion" I need some courage"!! 1..3..10!! Grandma here I come. can't leave you at the hospital alone. especially not this one. I call it Death on wheels.

My father and Godmother died here. Rest In peace all of you. Mommy, Daddy,God mommy too.

Well the show must go on. Let me go switch "clothes and shoes"... do what I gotta do.

What a day,What a day-eyaaaaaa

HUNGRY gggrrrrrrrrrrrr.............

Well yesterday I was feeling Lubby Dubby buuut..... today. I feel "Lubby Grubby" I love making up words... Uhhhh I just gotta reality check that my day aint going the way I planned it.

I need to go back and look at my post from this morning........."TiMori Lynn Robinson" on facebook.com "check"

"Spend time on the inner person that God wants you to see. God will show you your misconceptions about yourself. Begin giving yourself permission to think you’re important too". -T.D. Jakes

Ok I got it!!! Thanx self. Lawd I need some help on this LUBBY GRUBBY day. And what a wonderful day it is for me to be me! TODAY! Im HUNGRY!!!

I want want my belong ins. My Longings... longings

Longings- A yearning desire, having or showing such desire.

Im so damn tired, of people trying to put out my fire with there negative connotations...connotations

Connotations- the emotional implications and associations that a word may carry.

My mind is some what interesting..... I have to get to the root of words. Enough about words.

Back to the subject at hand. "This growling stomach" now..... im eating...and that's a blessing.

I'm talking bout these dreams these gifts and talents you gave me. Hell, you made me. Knew me before I was a baby.....ggrrrrrr I got this belly ache that won't leave me' and its stronger than yesterday.

I finally brushed the chips of my shoulder and I'm hungry. I'm down to my last chips in black jack or shall I say "Light Black ...a previous blog" Mannn I'm about to throw em all in. I got two Ace's Its time to split em.

"GIVE ME SOMETHING DEALER"......MAMMA NEED A NEW CAR!! Lord because I know you are who you are.

You dealt these cards. SO, Im just gone keep on eating MEAT. No beef! It aint safe again I think last time it was Mad Cow Disease. Right now I need some ruffarie, ruffage, lettuce broccolli, green, money.

The Moon Man told me "I wish my money would make love and multiply." lol He always makes me giggle inside but I feel him on the highest level of high.

Somethings money just can't buy..........  singing "Buy me looooooove money can't buy me love" Randomocity.

Well I'm about to try to get what I didn't get yesterday and still get all of today's.

Have a LUBBY GRUBBY day!!!

LUBB TiMori

Lubby Dubby

Today I just feelllll... I feellll like being my lubby dubby self.... I wanna go smell the flowers with the benadryl to follow. I wanna lay on a blanket under the trees and feel the breeze. 

Nahhh forget that...  I wanna go to the beach and rub the sand on my feet. I wanna get in the water butt naked and be free!!!!lol

I got it!! I wanna play in the leaves, lay in the grass and let them fall all over me as I scream

 I believe!! I believe!! Faith is the substance of things hope for and the evidence of things not seen.

I really just wanna play in the snow....make angels, flap my wings and sing.

THAT'S IT!! I wanna sing.

I wanna sing a love song. I prob should go write somthin. Love and its purity, the disbelief, the hesitance to receive.

People always tell me your so Lubby Dubby , snuggly and huggy. I be who I be. Its the way God mad me. let me go write this song before it gets away.

Have a LUBBY DUBBY DAY!!

Lub TiMori

Im ready

Last week was ...... hmmm interesting. I did alot of soulful connecting and disconnecting. You gots to be mo careful. I woke up at 5:00 o'clock this morning and to my discretion ... a lesson, well first a blessing,

Preciatte you father. This week on errthang Im pushing harder toward... what you looking for?

What you pushin for? To God be the glory. Its got to be mo! As opportunity knocks I can see it thru the peep hole. READY or NOT its Monday Leggo!!

The real.....

I have got to get my man count up!! I had narrowed it down to one only to find that he is not the one.

I think I need some options......hmmmm its 3am or something, most people humpin. I could be...nah it aint worth it. I choose never chosen. I just long for a simple conversation with out mixed emotions, kissing ,stroking, groping. The life of the chosen... So many choices. AHHhhhhhhh these voices. Lust and Love so easily confused and misused. I REFUSE! to play tether ball with my heart. I am rare Art, a one of a kind signature piece. Waiting to be released.

ART is the quality, production, expression, or realm according to aesthetic principles, of what is beautiful, appealing or of More than ordinary significance.......More than ordinary significance.

this guy I used to talk to told me " MY my my God must have had some S#@T on his mind when he made u" as he stared at my curves with drooling eyes.I think to myself did u really put that in a sentence?

Is that really a compliment? and it BING! the random movie thought pops in my head which happens quite often.....SIMBA you are more than what u have become!! TIMORI u are more than what u have become. Now get in your car and go home. Write a song, a poem, paint something. Pray! that's it pray...we gotta pray just to make it today! LoL there it goes again..."Randomocity". Lord I hope you nah... I know you hearing me today. I mean I am really keeping it real sharing how I feel with my few followers.

Lord I am ready to get married at least I think I am. You said that it is not good for man to be alone and I am feeling a lil lonely and longing and wantin and wantin and wantin till whooooooo make yo head pop of...nutty professor "randomocity" lol but for real Jesus. I pray for this man cause if he is going threw half of what I am he needs it. the end..Amen...I'm going to bed. Goodmorning.

I gotta keep on Pushin...

I'm feeling blah..... Sooooo I went to audition for THE VOICE yesterday. I met a lot of people. One girl ask me to pray with her and of coarse I did. Don't remember her name..... I met a dude who curse Simon out on American Idol. One of the guys from Making The Band was there.... smh auditioning??? whats that about but anyway it went very well after the  long wait and getting to know the people around me. The time finally came I go over the words in my head, " theres a fire starting in my heart, reaching a fever pitch and its bringin me out the dark. Finally I can see you crystal clear." OK got it! They take us in 10 at a time 1.2.3.4.5.6. Oh $4*t that's me... One deep breath and give it all I got... everyone finished and the judge said thank u all but I won't be keeping anyone. WHAT!!!! we walk out the door and errrbody like I can't believe u didn't make it girl???? I can't believe it either. So me and the guy who should've made it " "the one who curse Simon out" We walked the streets of Atlanta together in shock. He then realized he didn't park the way he was walking. Bye Audition friend!!! I think to myself finally I can cry. sigh.... now I have to tell everyone I didn't make it!! SMDH. I go to pay for my parking 20 dollars!!!!! get on the elevator and a bootleg Garth Brooks gets on with his family and here it goes" did u audition?" yep and I didn't make it" He said "I didn't make it either oh well." We can't give up! I said I know. As I get off the elevator he said he met a girl who did 90 auditions in the past for months so keep it up. I get to my car and think 90 auditions!!!! thats lot of no's. That contract they had us sign sucked any way...and why the hell didn't I read it until after I signed it smh. I would have never owned my own name again. Lord I thank you and praise you. I put my life in your hands and not mans. If at first you don't succeed try try again!! KEEP PUSHI!!

My ,My, my has it been a long time...... as usual my life is a never ending story to which I give god all the Glory. I am definitely on an emotional roller coaster right now mentally, physically and emotionally.

Get up off me tearful lonelies. Daily I battle flesh. Longing for cold shoulders to shed my hot tears on. Under duress, seems all could care less about my stress. In the arms of many I rest only to be kissed and caressed. Never getting to the bottom the issues that go unaddressed.. I don't deserve this!! I am a being of importance. How I long to speak with just one of my mothers or wish I had a big brother or sister i could go to. Lord I'm thankful I got You. Somedays I feel like the queen I am and others I feel like a peasant which is not my inner reflection.It doesn't matter how people treat me as long as I give you the glory. 6 people called me today needing a joy boost. draining me of my self motivation leaving me displacent and discombobulated. I just gotta make it. I'm really tired today. I am literally a maid soon to be made.

Here come the lonelies again. Jesus!! I want a real God fearing man, who understands.....understanding. Who is free and excepts me for me and makes me want to strive to be more than what I can be. We can agree to disagree. One who is free like me. Like in the beginning with Adam and Eve,before the tree.

OkAY !!! I'm done crying....... I feel much better.

Random

Its been a while since I posted anything and so much has been going on in my life. From auditions to singing to writing etc. Every day is an adventure......I've really been missing my Godmother.....not going there. Why settle for less when you want more. You can do it TiMori!! No matter what time of day it is I always have a song in my head." Its A Wrap for you Boy''...sang Mariah....what is going on? My ex's are trying to come back like one call after the other.... TiMori be cordial...put that thought back in the trash!! Why the hell you calling me!!!! So I can see you aint change. I hate to be rude j/k but get off my line. I gave u the most precious gift you can ever give. my time and i can't get it back.. whats that?? "Don't act like I don't know you" " You don't know me boo!...they all got the same ole story.. To GOD be the glory!! You are so worthy.
'MY HEART IS SO HIDDEN IN GOD THAT A MAN HAS TO SEEK HIM TO FIND IT'
Sincerely, Brand new TiMori!!!

Hump Day!!

Today is Tuesday 24th 2011. Now in most cases people call Wednesday hump day but today is feeling a little hilly.

I'm tired today. I'm really feeling the wait.....in a state of disarray.

I still have joy no doubt.

Life is a trip no... a journey full of adventure,discovery, disappointment, battle,war and love.

The entertainment world is just so uughghhhhh it vexes my soul.

Fake people are real and Real people are fake.

My gifts are no mistake.

I just gotta make it!!!! make it over this "Hump Day''

BABY-ISM

 BABY-ISM

BABY- An adult or young person who behaves in an infantile way.

ISM- a usage or characteristic, practice, state or condition.

Baby-ism is a term that can be used in many different ways.

An adult who can't see clearly, Can't swallow or chew the truth.

Needs a pat on the back as proof. Speaks babble and misconstrued non action verbs.

To have Baby-ism u must dwell  in" Foolery".... another word that context clues should explain.

 Grown Men acting like a boys, still playing with toys, building sand castles.

Perpetrating kings with crowns made of fools gold to attract foggy eyes of girls who try

to be ladies. poor babies. I could go on but I'll stop here. .....singing Baby Baby Baby!!!!

Light Black......

I have so much writing to catch up on..... Man the list just goes on and on. I want to start with a conversation I had with my cousin In Chicago. She is a beautiful dark skinned woman. She had issues with her complexion as a child. Long drama filled story I'll be sure to touch on in up coming blogs, but anyway she and I were talking on the phone. She was telling me some guy said " You know u are very pretty for a Dark skinned girl" lol and I was telling her how this guy I really like told me " You know I don't really like dark skinned girls but u are really beautiful" lmbo...we laughed about it for a while but its a sad truth. What do you mean I'm pretty for a DARK skinned girl??? Why don't you like DARK skinned girls? We then began to stand on our soap boxes.... WHY?? don't we have a color in the crayola crayon box. red, white, yellow,orange, tan, light brown, brown, .......black. What about light black? HUH??? My cuz then stated maybe light black is grey. GREY!! oh so now we're grey LMBO.
Dear Mr. Crayola: the next time I go and purchase a box of your crayons for my niece I would greatly appreciate it if my color was in the box. Thanking you in advance Light Black.
 BEAUTY HAS NO COLOR!!

Laugh my tears away....

Laugh My Tears Away

By TiMori Lynn

One day I’m going to laugh

Laugh in the face of my enemies, Spit in the face of those who said I wouldn’t make it and let them know where there place is.

One day I’m going to laugh when I look back over my life and I think about all the people who where trifling, family, friends, those who pretend but weren’t there when I thought my life would end.

One day I’m going to laugh when I look back on Love realizing all along it was just lust. One day I’m going to laugh when I think of all the places I rested my head and all those times the couch and floor where my bed.

I’m really gone laugh when I can make donations instead of the one receiving and eating imitations.

One day it’s gone be funny when I look back and think about how my mother and father are together now and they’re both in heaven looking down.

One day I will chuckle that my God mothers there now, you know I believe im still in denial.

One day im going to laugh and dry up all these tears.

I guess I just have to cry for a while and laughter comes with years.

I Know Your Out There!!!!

I heard this song while on the road and It just made me think about all the good men who are out here and never get there props. So Kudos to you... with that being said. Its sad that most of these good men have been scarred by girls pretending to be women. So so so sad smh. It really hurts my heart. Sometimes I hate that I am such an emotional and sensitive person but I am who I am. Speaking from the shoes of a scorn woman. Who's a hopeless romantic. Good Men you are appreciated!!!

I Got Dreams....

Dreams can easily be forgotten in this begotten world, where the possible seem impossible.

I'll never let go or give up hope. My dreams are simple seeds God has planted within me.

" I BELIEVE" "I BELIEVE"!!!! My soul screams and cries melodies of the free.....

not believing my surroundings or whats around me.

My dreams consume my reality, becoming my reason for being.

I can't deny who I am. A chosen child to bare heavy burdens and pray for those I carry them for.

Tears of relief help me receive the responsibility that has fallen upon me.

I got dreams! that scream "Don't Forget Me"

I put my all in songs I sing and poetry you read... frees me .

I close my worldly windows and take a look inside, flooding my third eye with ever emotion I hide.

I become WE, as I share my life.

You can hear my pain that tends to sustain the worlds strain.

My gifts are not just to entertain but to change and rearrange mindsets.

Lord I shall not fret

These dreams I got are my reality.

I thank you for my understanding, although sometimes I don't understand why I must understand.

Dreams you are my only friend and my man. Your what I strive to be,that better side of being.

You are my mustard seed that won't let go of me.

I am a tree planted by the waters of opportunity, rooted deeply.

Faith is the substance of things hoped for and evidence of things not seen.

Now that I am sleep walking its evident that life.. is.. a.. DREAM.



THE MANNNnnnnnnnn

I actually started thinking about this entry earlier today as I was cleaning up and listening to Adele's CD.Random thoughts were going through my head as usual.  "what am I going to wear to work today" and from that thought stemmed a flash back of a previous employer who shall remain nameless but I traveled the U.S. with her and I remember something she said to me that I will never forget. " TiMori smart business owners higher people who are better and smarter than them otherwise the company will never grow beyond the owners level of thinking........hmmmmmm. I left her office and it didn't hit me until that morning about 1:00 am. I am employed by someone who isn't even at my level and doesn't pay me what I'm worth!!!!! After that epiphany I QUIT!!!
So anyway moving right along I went to work today and the new girl that's over me, we actually both started together with no previous training but that's a whole nother story. We started working on the Task list the boss " The Man" left. I began to ponder my previous thoughts again but I didn't say a word about it.To make a long story short the Man does the associate I m working with terribly wrong, talks about her and her work ethic etc. but never took out the time to properly train her
Well today was the day. She let the man have it." You fake phony @#*&% ...@#$#& use your imagination." When you get to a point in your life and you realize your worth you won't settle for anything. To be honest I am proud of her because people will run over you as long as you let them. I don't think anyone said it better than Bernie Mac on players club.  Don't tell me good job!!!PAY ME!!!!

LIFE , LOVE, LIVE

I had a very interesting conversation with .... and became very said. LOVE. He doesn't believe in true love........tear from my soul. WHY!!!???? I just can't wrap my mind around this concept. I can't see myself living this life and not ever having true love. The one who is God sent. I deserve true love Love is not evil. God is love.I can really go on and on about this subject. I have just decided to make this a series topic. 

Love from the Bible: 

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. (1 Corinthians 13:1-13)