Sunday, July 14, 2019

You met who!?

Its me yall and I have more to talk about than any of you who join my therapy sessions could ever  imagine. I mean ... I guess I'll start with where I am currently. Macon in the library, which reminds me not to burst out in tears as I think of what has transpired the past couple of months. I've been telling myself write about it, write about.....but the bynadryl turns the truth cloudy which stops the rain that continuously falls from my sky of my eyes as I try to cope with my reality that..... Amour Lynn! You have been elevated and its painful. Ohh my ! Sooo yes my name is Amour Lynn. My bad friends It's just been such a long time since I've been on here . I'm almost sure you no longer know who I am. I'm now who I always longed to be. A woman of true virtuosity. A virtuous woman. Proverbs 31, Who can find a virtuous woman? Her riches are far greater than rubies. The word "WHO " has such great importance at this level in my life. I'm sitting here trying to figure out how to write and express the beauty with out the pain ............ How at the state I'm in , which is also a blessing. Like pruning. No lie this is the best library  location I've every been in ......It was time to go so I put this session on pause for a few days, like a week and now Im back ! this time sitting at the dinning room table on a Mac. How bout that. Its mine for the moment and I always wanted one but enough about the physical. Church this morning was life changing. "Intentional" was the subject One Love and I had several conversations about that this pass week . Here God goes again with the confirmation comedy. lol I'm currently residing in a place of refuge. I'm beyond blessed to be who I am and where I am. The people and things I came across, the spiritual warfare I encountered my last trip to California. I just want to say thank you God for creating this conquering Lioness Amour Lynn. Aye, fam y'all won't believeeee! I met a real witch and it was nothing like I would've imagined. First of all I  hadn't met or had a conversation with a witch before. I'd only seen them with my eyes of discernment. This was different fam. We were living at the same air bnb with an emaculate view of the mountains. No cell phone service.... so many details to this situation y'all I should just start a whole new blog called "The Angel and the Witch" or write a television series.  thats it T.V. It tickles me when I think back because she looked and acted like a  beautiful  6foot friendly elf .........Praise pause. God I want to give you praise Jesus for creating me and covering me. Thank you for allowing me to be a witness to that girl to walk and live in your glory! Thank you for allowing me to share my story and all you've done for me in the midst of my struggle. ONE TOUCH LORD. ONE WORD! can change a life as these tears fill my eyes, I think about the pain and strain that took me to that moment when I met that young lady. Y'all I don't know where she is today but I know what God did and said.....He reigns! Who is your neighbor? Love thy......... is coming to me clearly in this moment because I was never once afraid of the girl when she revealed to me who she was. It still doesn't make sense and sounds crazy when I say it. " I met a witch in the mountains" lol wait till y'all read this series....you will get to see it here first. Thank y'all for joining therapy with me. I'm easing back into it. A lot went on while I was gone. I constantly hear God saying "Be Patient" so here I am..... y'all be patient destiny has manifested.
I have no idea where to start..... aim back in California! Yeahhhhh great job!