feet are swolen and my shoulders tiiiiiiiiied......"Tired"

What a day, what a day what a day e-yaaaaa, I laid down at 4am and stopped the alarm clock at 4:30.

Ok Auntie I'm ready to drive you to surgery.....Sat in the Hobby Lobby and waited, and waited and waited,

They called me" THE NIECE TIMORI!!!" "I'm here" " "Come back this way,mam" She's still a lil sedated.

I sat bedside and waited. She finally awakened. Come on Tee let me put on your socks and I'm lookin...Im lookin. Where is yo Bra? OH ! here it is I got it. Strap em up lets ride. Whrew!! TiMori pat you self on the back one time. I'm so tired. Home we on the way.... " I can't believe I posted my poetry video on facebook.... Oh well. People don't know Im sometimes shy, but I just gotta release whats on the inside. Thats why I write................................................2 hr pause. I had to get a lil shut eye. Now where was I.

oh yeah my feet swollen and Im tiiiied. Auntie sleep. check! Water in her glass. check!

TiMori you can do it!!! Im like the cowardly Lion" I need some courage"!! 1..3..10!! Grandma here I come. can't leave you at the hospital alone. especially not this one. I call it Death on wheels.

My father and Godmother died here. Rest In peace all of you. Mommy, Daddy,God mommy too.

Well the show must go on. Let me go switch "clothes and shoes"... do what I gotta do.

What a day,What a day-eyaaaaaa

HUNGRY gggrrrrrrrrrrrr.............

Well yesterday I was feeling Lubby Dubby buuut..... today. I feel "Lubby Grubby" I love making up words... Uhhhh I just gotta reality check that my day aint going the way I planned it.

I need to go back and look at my post from this morning........."TiMori Lynn Robinson" on facebook.com "check"

"Spend time on the inner person that God wants you to see. God will show you your misconceptions about yourself. Begin giving yourself permission to think you’re important too". -T.D. Jakes

Ok I got it!!! Thanx self. Lawd I need some help on this LUBBY GRUBBY day. And what a wonderful day it is for me to be me! TODAY! Im HUNGRY!!!

I want want my belong ins. My Longings... longings

Longings- A yearning desire, having or showing such desire.

Im so damn tired, of people trying to put out my fire with there negative connotations...connotations

Connotations- the emotional implications and associations that a word may carry.

My mind is some what interesting..... I have to get to the root of words. Enough about words.

Back to the subject at hand. "This growling stomach" now..... im eating...and that's a blessing.

I'm talking bout these dreams these gifts and talents you gave me. Hell, you made me. Knew me before I was a baby.....ggrrrrrr I got this belly ache that won't leave me' and its stronger than yesterday.

I finally brushed the chips of my shoulder and I'm hungry. I'm down to my last chips in black jack or shall I say "Light Black ...a previous blog" Mannn I'm about to throw em all in. I got two Ace's Its time to split em.

"GIVE ME SOMETHING DEALER"......MAMMA NEED A NEW CAR!! Lord because I know you are who you are.

You dealt these cards. SO, Im just gone keep on eating MEAT. No beef! It aint safe again I think last time it was Mad Cow Disease. Right now I need some ruffarie, ruffage, lettuce broccolli, green, money.

The Moon Man told me "I wish my money would make love and multiply." lol He always makes me giggle inside but I feel him on the highest level of high.

Somethings money just can't buy..........  singing "Buy me looooooove money can't buy me love" Randomocity.

Well I'm about to try to get what I didn't get yesterday and still get all of today's.

Have a LUBBY GRUBBY day!!!

LUBB TiMori

Lubby Dubby

Today I just feelllll... I feellll like being my lubby dubby self.... I wanna go smell the flowers with the benadryl to follow. I wanna lay on a blanket under the trees and feel the breeze. 

Nahhh forget that...  I wanna go to the beach and rub the sand on my feet. I wanna get in the water butt naked and be free!!!!lol

I got it!! I wanna play in the leaves, lay in the grass and let them fall all over me as I scream

 I believe!! I believe!! Faith is the substance of things hope for and the evidence of things not seen.

I really just wanna play in the snow....make angels, flap my wings and sing.

THAT'S IT!! I wanna sing.

I wanna sing a love song. I prob should go write somthin. Love and its purity, the disbelief, the hesitance to receive.

People always tell me your so Lubby Dubby , snuggly and huggy. I be who I be. Its the way God mad me. let me go write this song before it gets away.

Have a LUBBY DUBBY DAY!!

Lub TiMori

Im ready

Last week was ...... hmmm interesting. I did alot of soulful connecting and disconnecting. You gots to be mo careful. I woke up at 5:00 o'clock this morning and to my discretion ... a lesson, well first a blessing,

Preciatte you father. This week on errthang Im pushing harder toward... what you looking for?

What you pushin for? To God be the glory. Its got to be mo! As opportunity knocks I can see it thru the peep hole. READY or NOT its Monday Leggo!!

The real.....

I have got to get my man count up!! I had narrowed it down to one only to find that he is not the one.

I think I need some options......hmmmm its 3am or something, most people humpin. I could be...nah it aint worth it. I choose never chosen. I just long for a simple conversation with out mixed emotions, kissing ,stroking, groping. The life of the chosen... So many choices. AHHhhhhhhh these voices. Lust and Love so easily confused and misused. I REFUSE! to play tether ball with my heart. I am rare Art, a one of a kind signature piece. Waiting to be released.

ART is the quality, production, expression, or realm according to aesthetic principles, of what is beautiful, appealing or of More than ordinary significance.......More than ordinary significance.

this guy I used to talk to told me " MY my my God must have had some S#@T on his mind when he made u" as he stared at my curves with drooling eyes.I think to myself did u really put that in a sentence?

Is that really a compliment? and it BING! the random movie thought pops in my head which happens quite often.....SIMBA you are more than what u have become!! TIMORI u are more than what u have become. Now get in your car and go home. Write a song, a poem, paint something. Pray! that's it pray...we gotta pray just to make it today! LoL there it goes again..."Randomocity". Lord I hope you nah... I know you hearing me today. I mean I am really keeping it real sharing how I feel with my few followers.

Lord I am ready to get married at least I think I am. You said that it is not good for man to be alone and I am feeling a lil lonely and longing and wantin and wantin and wantin till whooooooo make yo head pop of...nutty professor "randomocity" lol but for real Jesus. I pray for this man cause if he is going threw half of what I am he needs it. the end..Amen...I'm going to bed. Goodmorning.

I gotta keep on Pushin...

I'm feeling blah..... Sooooo I went to audition for THE VOICE yesterday. I met a lot of people. One girl ask me to pray with her and of coarse I did. Don't remember her name..... I met a dude who curse Simon out on American Idol. One of the guys from Making The Band was there.... smh auditioning??? whats that about but anyway it went very well after the  long wait and getting to know the people around me. The time finally came I go over the words in my head, " theres a fire starting in my heart, reaching a fever pitch and its bringin me out the dark. Finally I can see you crystal clear." OK got it! They take us in 10 at a time 1.2.3.4.5.6. Oh $4*t that's me... One deep breath and give it all I got... everyone finished and the judge said thank u all but I won't be keeping anyone. WHAT!!!! we walk out the door and errrbody like I can't believe u didn't make it girl???? I can't believe it either. So me and the guy who should've made it " "the one who curse Simon out" We walked the streets of Atlanta together in shock. He then realized he didn't park the way he was walking. Bye Audition friend!!! I think to myself finally I can cry. sigh.... now I have to tell everyone I didn't make it!! SMDH. I go to pay for my parking 20 dollars!!!!! get on the elevator and a bootleg Garth Brooks gets on with his family and here it goes" did u audition?" yep and I didn't make it" He said "I didn't make it either oh well." We can't give up! I said I know. As I get off the elevator he said he met a girl who did 90 auditions in the past for months so keep it up. I get to my car and think 90 auditions!!!! thats lot of no's. That contract they had us sign sucked any way...and why the hell didn't I read it until after I signed it smh. I would have never owned my own name again. Lord I thank you and praise you. I put my life in your hands and not mans. If at first you don't succeed try try again!! KEEP PUSHI!!

My ,My, my has it been a long time...... as usual my life is a never ending story to which I give god all the Glory. I am definitely on an emotional roller coaster right now mentally, physically and emotionally.

Get up off me tearful lonelies. Daily I battle flesh. Longing for cold shoulders to shed my hot tears on. Under duress, seems all could care less about my stress. In the arms of many I rest only to be kissed and caressed. Never getting to the bottom the issues that go unaddressed.. I don't deserve this!! I am a being of importance. How I long to speak with just one of my mothers or wish I had a big brother or sister i could go to. Lord I'm thankful I got You. Somedays I feel like the queen I am and others I feel like a peasant which is not my inner reflection.It doesn't matter how people treat me as long as I give you the glory. 6 people called me today needing a joy boost. draining me of my self motivation leaving me displacent and discombobulated. I just gotta make it. I'm really tired today. I am literally a maid soon to be made.

Here come the lonelies again. Jesus!! I want a real God fearing man, who understands.....understanding. Who is free and excepts me for me and makes me want to strive to be more than what I can be. We can agree to disagree. One who is free like me. Like in the beginning with Adam and Eve,before the tree.

OkAY !!! I'm done crying....... I feel much better.