Hello family!! church was just great today! .......you know what yall Satan is a tricky bastard,........,........, <"Choice words". LOL but so serious...... thats all I don't even want to spend all my therapy time cursin him out cause he aint worth the words or the time it would take to type them.  but I will type. Eph. 3:20 Now unto him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all we can ask or think according to the power that  worketh within us. I got power HA Ha HA!!! Lucifer or however you spell it ..............it doesn't matter all that matters is our POWER and how we choose to use it.

Hello family sooooo I just watched this video my sister sent me of Steve Harvey on TBN and it was very inspirational if you haven't seen it you should check it out. he was talking about .....well he was talking about alot watch it!!!! lol. I just got a little distracted in my thoughts the children, " my nephews" are running around but any watch the above video. have a Blessed Friday!!!http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DWgBi8iw_xBA%26feature%3Dyoutube_gdata_player&h=2AQGpbN_M

What it do familia? So I just say John Hagee on tv which I rarely watch and he was talking about marriage....." God wink" and boy did my first love Jesus and I have a great conversation during his message.... John Hagee said" Marriage cost you something".........What???? cause I know if it cost me what it cost my grandmothers and a few others I've come in contact with thennnnnnn .......well that's all I gotta say about that. I choose my words wisely. A marriage cost submission, submition of your will. Which I know quite a few people who get that confused..... Its the submission of 2 wills into one. Like mashed potatoes. Peel the outside layers make a boil, let the Lord mash you and "SHABAM" Mashed potatoes. Adam went to sleep and woke up married. LOL!  but anyway we as women were created from man for man. reminds me of one of my poems " Sand made from sand....made from man a Real Woman".....I knowwww.... its true that's what the word says woman was made for man. . a few scriptures I wrote down to read....Deut.44,Eph.6:4, Mal 2:13&14, 2 Tim. 3:1&2, Prov. 31:10. . John hagee stated that the greatest gift a man can give a wife is love and time with his children. Sometimes a husband needs your love when he deserves it least. same for the ladies........what am I saying ....why am I saying ......uhmmmmm no particular reason its just whats on my chest this morning.     " Say it wit yo chest" in my Kevin Hart voice. I really wanted to talk about my trip to my fathers grave for the first time on Fathers day.... Yep my very first time since he died in 2005.....wow that was a long time. surprisingly I didn't cry.  I  am fortunate to have a God that  set this man in place, just in case.....but anyway. I'm not really feeling the fathers day topic for this therapy session. I wonder how many people are in marriages that were, are, is, may soon be, could be, can't be, won't be, aint gone be, are going to be, will be,are, the right decision????? I honestly believe God knows all even before I knew it or went thru it sooooooooo married, engaged,single, just tryin to mingle :) lol. uhhhhhhhmmmmmm Its in the hands of who knows best. F..... all the rest. forget.....forget LOL oh yeah and I've been cursing satan out. It was kinda funny watching my friends reaction when I said it out loud :) when I explained my take on it she was like wow but that's just my weird personality yall. I am who he made me. Be blessed and prosperous today.

Hello family, I just thought about a conversation I had with Mr. Dudley the owner of Dudley hair products. we sat down years ago and had a very detailed conversation. After which he told me that I am a butterfly.......... "TiMori you need to focus on one thing and stick to it" he said , after I told him my life plan.......LOL for the people who really know me..... Its really odd that he didn't even know I have  tattoo of a big butterfly on my leg. got it when I was 18 or 17. Any way I kinda took his words positively- negatively and applied them to my life as if I wasn't doing whats right career wise. Trying not to be a butterfly. WoW that's who am I. I am a butterfly once a caterpillar, who self-destructed and created a cocoon "that's why for years to many I was unable to be recognized or identified with....spending time in a cocoon. I self soothed , often moved, self-pitied, questioned, encouraged, got courage, got anchorage, tossed, turned,squirmed trying to fit in places and situations I had out grown, moved on back home to where it started from and
"BAM" I'm up out this cocoon. more beautiful than I expected after a few lessons...........and trust me I think highly of my self
you can bet that. I remember being in high school not quite a cool kid, a smart one, nor an athletic one, not with the popular or gothic girls........  I'm in class thinking about the outside world. I would get up and leave class sometimes and go to the counselors office and just cry and cry wondering why my mother had died. I would wipe my eyes, suck it up go back to class open the door and smile. I talked to everybody never once discriminated. Its not in me......IJS. I'm really thinking about how much I missed my mommy.  Her first surgery, I can remember like yesterday. I wouldn't leave her side. I was about 13. I told my dad forget school I wasn't leaving and I stayed at the hospital. She wanted to get out the hospital so bad..................................ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm not about to get into all that. I thank God for her carrying this once caterpillar........ I learn more and more about me everyday only a fool thinks they can no longer learn..... well I'm outta my cocoon yall and just wait till I spread my wings. I'M gone... well....Im gone show and reveil to some the beauty that has always been within me..... I'm gone show off my wings"DATS WHAT I'M GONE DO" LOL thats not gloating.....I'm just sayin. TiMori  be who you are like you've always been don't change for no one. sometimes you have to change the approach and not the coast.... Lord I know you've always been with me> I feel so free and happy to be ME.....I pray my family in this group therapy session are feeling the same Amen.

Choice Words

Well family boy did my first love and I have a wonderful day yesterday and I am so looking forward to what the next days, weeks, months and years are bringing.....I did alot of riding around  yesterday doing the things that are required of me...If ya don't woooorrrrrk Then ya don't eaaaaat! In the words of my baby. Gosh yesterday I went so many places. Had so many conversations first lets start off with one of the conversations between me and G.O.D. Lord why in the world did you let me put my business on that blog....cryin and all that and whats really happening......ewwwwwwwwwweeeeeeee I feel so indescribable . Lord this has to be a judgement free zone. Let he who is without sin cast the first stone. John 8:7.... All have sinned and come short of the glory of God. Romans 3:23.....oooooookkkkkkk my friend. So I personally don't give a ............." thinking of a good clean word"...........uhhhh give a damn...let me look up the true definition. well it works in a since. its better than some others I coulda, shoulda, woulda but didn't. I wonder if its okay to curse Satan out. I mean I would think if there is any one you need, we need, I need to curse out its him. I'm just saying. I'm sure we have all used a few choice words some more than others. I remember as a little girl playing with my cousins in Chicago and our baby dolls. We would wait till or parents left and say "okay lets play cursing" LMBO. ....I'm a little tickled. I was about 7 or 8 when I asked my momma why you curse at us so much. and she slapped me...LOL sounds brutal but it wasn't because of what I said it was the delivery. cause I said it with attitude and authority. but....months down the line she stopped. Anyone who knew my mother knows that she was a blessed saved, God fearing, beautiful intelligent, women. A sweet meany pie :) R.I.P. enough about that. I miss my mommy.......................LMBO I just had another memory..... Lord please bless the child that you have yet to bless me with cover with your anointing cause I was a trip.  as a youngin around the same age as before maybe younger. I saw the movie "MOMMIE DEAREST"......so my momma told me to put up me and lil ole mesha's clothes (lil sis). Its a oldest thing that you don't really get unless your the oldest child, but I felt like she had been workin me all day! Here's how it happened. " LYNN!!" " HANG UP YOU AND MESHA"S CLOTHES" I yell back from my room " Yes, mommie dearest! NO MORE WIRE HANGERS!!!!" she laughed but I still got a spankin. You would have to see the movie to understand. ooooooooooooookay. I didn't think about my mothers up bringing and how  saying that to her may have hurt her feelings , words hurt............... where was I............ cursing out Satan... all of this really isn't what I had planned on writing about when I sat down. "TiMori you never right what you plan." I must end this group therapy session Thanking the Lord for the bush with a Ram!!! Thank you for slapping me across the face with a light bulb and bringing back the memory of the story behind the saying " God always got a Ram in the bush" Genesis 22:13-14 Its a great story.  My father read it to me as a child Its even better as an adult. A great story about sacrifice. well time to hop in my ride. have a blessed day!!!! Honestly I really wanna take a nap but .....I can't do that!

Hello Family I must say this first cause I just heard it on the radio and  might forget.......friends and foes. A foe is some one who is sent to distract you from Gods purpose in your life. A friend is some one who tell you the truth and keep you on track even if its something you don't want to hear . Foes stretch you and use you for their selfish gain. Friends reinforce positivity and push you to use the gifts that God put in you. The bible says be aware of wolves in sheep clothing ......hmmmm be aware of Foes in Friend clothing.... Boy did I need to hear that this morning. TiMori check your Friendly environment. Lord thank you for the spirit of discernment. You know its not as easy as I thought it would be to reveal my deep internal issues or letting go and becoming totally vulnerable......maybe I am looking at it the wrong way. " I need a perception change"
Scratch all the above that was said.........rerrrrrrrrr rrrarrrr brrrreeerrr rewind..... You know its not as easy as I thought it would be to reveal my Self or letting go and becoming totally FREE! By telling the whole truth and nothing but the truth about ME... "Scene" lol sometimes that theatre just jumps outta me.

So now its honesty time......deep breathe in and out. for the past three days I have cried my eyes out and when I say cry I mean,every stage of crying. the sniffle cry, the drippy cry, the ugly cry the WHhhhhhhhhyyy !! cry. I did what the spirit had been telling me and I broke it off with my fiance'. no I didn't cheat or do I have another man... to be honest I don't want to be single again....ughhhh these tears won't stop flowing my eyes are almost shut swollen. There is no question about my love for this man. Lord you are my first love and it is evident that I have been cheating on you and in this moment with my tears flowing if it is your will so be it. I'm about to take a circle break.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................45min later wow does God work quick. I stepped outside to get a lil peace of mind and some fresh air.....and momma Annie calls. The looniest mother I ever had but everything she just said was so significant and on point.......significant.....sign....hhmmm I gotta look up the true definition.  Significant- Sufficiently great or important to be worthy of attention; noteworthy.  Momma Ann Baby girl...."Why are you crying if you have given it over to God?" Water aint free!!!! LOL ...wow a light bulb just slapped me. smh Momma ann went on to tell me here story things that she's never told me and it aint my business to share, She went on to tell me how I have influenced her and how as women not just women but God fearing women God should be our first love. " Baby I don't have to tell you, you already know that God is a jealous God"   pause worship break........I love you Lord and I lift my voice...to worship you. Ohhhh my soul rejoice ....take joy my king in what you hear and let it be a sweet, sweet sound in your ear....I exhault the, I exhault the ohhhhhhhh Lord......................goodness it aint neva took me this long to write a blog post.........note to self this is not a blog post its a book/therapy. maybe therapy is the wrong word isn't therapy private........hmmmm. Ok its Group therapy. Anyway momma Ann told me to  get my bible and read James. I've read James. I know it cause its one of the small books and I tried to read all the small ones first. LMBO just being honest. ... I'm gone get to it soon as i finish writing this blog......I mean Group therapy yall.......uhhhhhhhhhhh ok hmmmmmm lets see...yep thats all.


Be Blessed and all the rest




So I tried to wait but the bible just so happened to be sitting hear on the table. James 1:2-4 My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations. Knowing this that trying of your faith worketh patience. But let patience have her perfect work that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing......wanting nothing. wow hmm ok baby Jesus. we will finish this conversation without group therapy 

Life of A Legend Star of A Story

Hello family....... Boy do I have a lot to talk about!! This pass weekend has been " Direction Changing" for me. If that makes any sense. I went to Jacksonville FL and I saw my favorite artist Leon Timbo " Amazing" but thats not what changed my direction.... There was an altar call on Saturday June 9th 2012 and it wasn't to get saved, for prayer or a million other things it could be for"not that it matters......"Flash back" when I first got saved I was about 12 uhhhhmmm yeah 12 sounds right my mother was still alive then but I used to go to the alter every time the said something other than being saved,cause I was already saved. I just figured it was always something else I could do better or get better....GOD only gets gooder and gooder (in my preacher voice) LMBO...Its funny but true...once you get grown you start listening to what people think of you..... back to the alter call It was about wanting more.....not only do I want but need and expect more. deserve......maybe not deserve. I deserve more than what I have excepted.... On the movie the Lion king Simbas father said " you are more than what you have become" What have I become??? hhhhhmmmmm well. All that matters is what Im becoming. I'm becoming more.
 Just a week ago I thought I wasn't going to be able to go on the trip cause I didn't have any money in my hand...emphasis on In My Hand. I'm never broke...My father owns the cattle on a thousands of hills and is rich in houses and land...... so onnnn and so forth the sayin.... I'm just sayin..... Oh yeah I saw the funniest comedian aaaahhhhhhhhhh Im bout to start rhhhmin ....let me stop before I get side tracked....ughhhhhhh i can't help it. back to the story at hand. I got my will to write back AMEN!!! I just figured it out while writing. God you are so F-ing Amazing........
Freaking!! Freaking people......see yall don't know me  AAHHHHhhhhhhhhhh now that was funny to me!!!!! Or do u ?  know me.... Well here is your introductory into "TiMori....... Life of A Legend Star of A Story"!! OHHhhhh MY GOODNESS ohhhh MY GOoonessss in my "Shaynae nae" voice, From the show Martin. I am so excited about this direction change........ Ladies and Gentleman .....Cats and Dogs........Bow Legged Mosquitos.... cross eyed frogs.....no more BLOG post this is my story yall.