2015

Happy Happy New year.....oh and oh its gone be happy...and if I aont happy about it aint happening....Im back yall Whats hannen

Lauryn Hill - The Conquering Lion

Life 4 Real: The Conquering Lion...will break every chain

Life 4 Real: The Conquering Lion...will break every chain: So I'm back at therapy and boy do I need it. I have become more open about sharing my truth on the web. its kind of like Spiritual he...

The Conquering Lion...will break every chain

So I'm back at therapy and boy do I need it. I have become more open about sharing my truth on the web. its kind of like Spiritual healing. I just got back from Chicago visiting my family and there was so much depression and confusion going on it made my soul cry. I realize that everyone is going thru something. not just in my family but in the whole world. My grandfather is dying and he is not really in his right mind to know it. I spent quite a bit of time with my grandmother and listened to her struggles and the core of generational curses. that ish is real. I wanna take out this time to tell satan to get his hands of me and mines. forever and a lifetime in Jesus name ! I am writing the vision and making it plan. Habakkuk 2:2.....goes for you too. Man its real out here. hearing more than words with a listening ear. I weep tears of the conquering Lion...I aint lying. Everyday. we pay to get paid. I throw out my highest spade praying my brother won't cut me. playing life cards can get ugly....We all just playing hour hand the best we can. AMEN......thats all. Be Blessed yall!!

My My it feels good to be back in therapy....I have so much to talk about. I'm so glad to have a Keyboard to type on and not just a cell phone. writing wasn't as theraputic on my phone. either my fingers are to big or the letters to small, maybe I'm just old school. Anyway Im sitting here listening to Sam Cooke "A Change Gone Come" I have to sing it later on this evening at the Autauga County Democratic Conference Ball.... yes I'm up at 5:30 am listening to it....I'm still a weirdo. I haven't been practicing like I should and I just don't wanna take advantage of the fact that I know the song already. I tried to about 3 times this past week and kept getting emotional...soooo herre I am. drinking hot water cause I have no chamamille tea, honey or lemon. A old man once told me Honey if you got it you got it. "got it". Its been so long since I've been here "literally". I'm a little reluctant to open up. I don't see why I mean the truth is the truth. I guess It kinda has something to do with growing up a preachers kid. Your bussines is your business....OK TiMori Breath innnn...Breath ouuutt. This is your therapy....nobodies really reading it anyway lol at least not right now maybe in the future. Soooo My fiance' and I lived together for a year and now I am back where I started. Now I know I know better than to be shacking up. In my mind it was cool since we were planning on getting married.... but boy boy boy was I wrong. I've always been told never to do that. but I did which reverts me back to all the whoopings my mother gave me as a child. Well I'm sleepy now so goodnight well morning. Be blessed and be a Blessing!!

Where shall I start seems Im a little lost for words....Its been so long sive Ive had time for my therapy the less interesting my life seems the more radical things hapen....besides alk that Im back

"Nights like this I wish raindrops would fa...a.aa.aa aaalll" lol

Finally a lil Therapy........... Breathe in alll the goood.......exhale all the bad.......Breathe in alll the gooood exhale alll the baaaaddd..............breathe in alll the joy, peace, blessings, grace, mercy,.........breathe out all the doubt, concern, negativity and any other issue that could, would , should stop me froom enjoying every moment of my life at this very moment or any other moment to come..... Breathe it all in TiMori.......Halelujahhhhhhhhh. I just gotta shout...... So I just finished watching "The Five Heart Beats" .......Memories. this is lame but I was standing in front of the T.V. singing the songs and I started reminising back to my college days in Southwind....its amazing how many times you can watch a movie over and over..... but anyway in the midst of me standing in front of the t.v. singing " A heart is a house....of love....and I've learned....that it don't take much to break it"......then God speaks to me saying Get Ready..... now, get ready ... can be interpreted in man ways. but the way he said it......gave me the most joy peace and everything great feeling in the world..... but back to the almighty he said " Get ready! I've opened up the window" .......Jesus...Jesus...Jesus. AHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm so excited I can't stand it!!!!..........In that moment I began thinking about all my southwind girls.....God said tell em......I'm so excited for yall.....so then I'm like southwind..... windy city, southside. My mind left southwind Tuscaloosa AL and went to Chicago Southside. Cousins,Aunts,Uncles family and friends. The window is open. He's pouring out Blessings. Singing "he'll open up tha window".....My grandad was singing that on instagram last week......randomocity. He said tell everybody so here it is in writing. Words Can't express....I'm elated.. uhhhhhh turnt up.... lol ...something like that ....nahhhh....I'mmmmm Joyfully overwhelmed....yeahhhhhhhh thats it. Its been so long since I've had my therapy till I don't want to stop writing. I mean I have so much to talk about. Well Thank you Lord for this new desktop. I got alot I need to get out and I'm to oldschool to be expessing my emotions stroking keys on a touch screen phone. Feels so good to be home. :) Great Morning!