Marvin Winans and the Soul Seekers "It's all God"

Singing .....If I was just anybody I'd say... its all Good...But I know better its all God. this song was in my head before I even woke up this morning. I tend to have a song in my head every morning.. the day before yesterday, while watching the movie "The Temptations" I had a lil tear spill when they began to sing oooohhhhh Mother. I began thinking about my mother and missing her, wishing I could talk to her. Its hard sometimes being an adult orphan. Its been 18 years since she passed,that's pretty hard to believe. and I mean I was booo whooing all in my feelings talking to God. No whys but can I's. Can I just talk to her? Can I smell her,touch her, hug her? If she was still here what would she say? It was truly a dehydrating day. Thank you Lord for being a comforter and letting my fiance' be in place to hold me physically to let me know everything would be okay.Sometimes that's all I need to hear anyway.18 years without my mother. I came a mighty long way....and if I was just anybody I'd say Its all Goooood but I know better Its all God!

Life Lunch Buffet

I'm so over joyed this year 2015......God is moving so fast....singing in my Mahalia Jackson voice...and I'm glad about it. I went to a lunch buffet today and as I looked at all the choices I became overwhelmed. At this very moment am sitting here thinking about it.. God said "This Is Your Year.You have so many choices. What do you want on your plate???? Put it on there. WOW thank you sweet Jesus! Soooo anyway...I made it my business not to put to much on my plate but still get a little bit of everything..."I wanted immediately" there is no way to possibly get a lil of everything at #Goldencoral.....WOW I'm sorry yall but I'm just stuck on what God just told me...Like for real "G" you keep amazing me! Man this lunch buffet is getting deep...SO anyway lets see if I can remember what I put on my plate......a lil Meatloaf,liver,the liver was a odd choice. okra tomato sukatash, and Lawd have mercy the salad!!! Made it how I wanted it. then at the bar a sweet little old Lady asked me "sweetie which one of these is tuna salad" so I showed it to her. It was just a small portion left so, I politely asked for more to be put out. In her little trembling voice she said " thank you baby cause I need a lot to take home. I'm like okay. Can I help you with anything else...ready to put my plate down and fix her to go box. She replied "no hunny I can fix it. Thank you so much" in the most sincere voice I ever heard...ooookkay next light bulb. " you don't have to put down your plate to feed somebody else, just show em where the foods at!Enough about that I just heard some news about one of my sisters in an ambulance....Father handle that Amen.Good night family maybe I'll get to this Life Lunch Buffet at a later date. "

2015

Happy Happy New year.....oh and oh its gone be happy...and if I aont happy about it aint happening....Im back yall Whats hannen

Lauryn Hill - The Conquering Lion

Life 4 Real: The Conquering Lion...will break every chain

Life 4 Real: The Conquering Lion...will break every chain: So I'm back at therapy and boy do I need it. I have become more open about sharing my truth on the web. its kind of like Spiritual he...

The Conquering Lion...will break every chain

So I'm back at therapy and boy do I need it. I have become more open about sharing my truth on the web. its kind of like Spiritual healing. I just got back from Chicago visiting my family and there was so much depression and confusion going on it made my soul cry. I realize that everyone is going thru something. not just in my family but in the whole world. My grandfather is dying and he is not really in his right mind to know it. I spent quite a bit of time with my grandmother and listened to her struggles and the core of generational curses. that ish is real. I wanna take out this time to tell satan to get his hands of me and mines. forever and a lifetime in Jesus name ! I am writing the vision and making it plan. Habakkuk 2:2.....goes for you too. Man its real out here. hearing more than words with a listening ear. I weep tears of the conquering Lion...I aint lying. Everyday. we pay to get paid. I throw out my highest spade praying my brother won't cut me. playing life cards can get ugly....We all just playing hour hand the best we can. AMEN......thats all. Be Blessed yall!!

My My it feels good to be back in therapy....I have so much to talk about. I'm so glad to have a Keyboard to type on and not just a cell phone. writing wasn't as theraputic on my phone. either my fingers are to big or the letters to small, maybe I'm just old school. Anyway Im sitting here listening to Sam Cooke "A Change Gone Come" I have to sing it later on this evening at the Autauga County Democratic Conference Ball.... yes I'm up at 5:30 am listening to it....I'm still a weirdo. I haven't been practicing like I should and I just don't wanna take advantage of the fact that I know the song already. I tried to about 3 times this past week and kept getting emotional...soooo herre I am. drinking hot water cause I have no chamamille tea, honey or lemon. A old man once told me Honey if you got it you got it. "got it". Its been so long since I've been here "literally". I'm a little reluctant to open up. I don't see why I mean the truth is the truth. I guess It kinda has something to do with growing up a preachers kid. Your bussines is your business....OK TiMori Breath innnn...Breath ouuutt. This is your therapy....nobodies really reading it anyway lol at least not right now maybe in the future. Soooo My fiance' and I lived together for a year and now I am back where I started. Now I know I know better than to be shacking up. In my mind it was cool since we were planning on getting married.... but boy boy boy was I wrong. I've always been told never to do that. but I did which reverts me back to all the whoopings my mother gave me as a child. Well I'm sleepy now so goodnight well morning. Be blessed and be a Blessing!!