I have so much writing to catch up on..... Man the list just goes on and on. I want to start with a conversation I had with my cousin In Chicago. She is a beautiful dark skinned woman. She had issues with her complexion as a child. Long drama filled story I'll be sure to touch on in up coming blogs, but anyway she and I were talking on the phone. She was telling me some guy said " You know u are very pretty for a Dark skinned girl" lol and I was telling her how this guy I really like told me " You know I don't really like dark skinned girls but u are really beautiful" lmbo...we laughed about it for a while but its a sad truth. What do you mean I'm pretty for a DARK skinned girl??? Why don't you like DARK skinned girls? We then began to stand on our soap boxes.... WHY?? don't we have a color in the crayola crayon box. red, white, yellow,orange, tan, light brown, brown, .......black. What about light black? HUH??? My cuz then stated maybe light black is grey. GREY!! oh so now we're grey LMBO.
Dear Mr. Crayola: the next time I go and purchase a box of your crayons for my niece I would greatly appreciate it if my color was in the box. Thanking you in advance Light Black.
BEAUTY HAS NO COLOR!!
Laugh in the face of my enemies, Spit in the face of those who said I wouldn’t make it and let them know where there place is.
One day I’m going to laugh when I look back over my life and I think about all the people who where trifling, family, friends, those who pretend but weren’t there when I thought my life would end.
One day I’m going to laugh when I look back on Love realizing all along it was just lust. One day I’m going to laugh when I think of all the places I rested my head and all those times the couch and floor where my bed.
I’m really gone laugh when I can make donations instead of the one receiving and eating imitations.
One day it’s gone be funny when I look back and think about how my mother and father are together now and they’re both in heaven looking down.
One day I will chuckle that my God mothers there now, you know I believe im still in denial.
One day im going to laugh and dry up all these tears.
I guess I just have to cry for a while and laughter comes with years.
I heard this song while on the road and It just made me think about all the good men who are out here and never get there props. So Kudos to you... with that being said. Its sad that most of these good men have been scarred by girls pretending to be women. So so so sad smh. It really hurts my heart. Sometimes I hate that I am such an emotional and sensitive person but I am who I am. Speaking from the shoes of a scorn woman. Who's a hopeless romantic. Good Men you are appreciated!!!
I actually started thinking about this entry earlier today as I was cleaning up and listening to Adele's CD.Random thoughts were going through my head as usual. "what am I going to wear to work today" and from that thought stemmed a flash back of a previous employer who shall remain nameless but I traveled the U.S. with her and I remember something she said to me that I will never forget. " TiMori smart business owners higher people who are better and smarter than them otherwise the company will never grow beyond the owners level of thinking........hmmmmmm. I left her office and it didn't hit me until that morning about 1:00 am. I am employed by someone who isn't even at my level and doesn't pay me what I'm worth!!!!! After that epiphany I QUIT!!!
So anyway moving right along I went to work today and the new girl that's over me, we actually both started together with no previous training but that's a whole nother story. We started working on the Task list the boss " The Man" left. I began to ponder my previous thoughts again but I didn't say a word about it.To make a long story short the Man does the associate I m working with terribly wrong, talks about her and her work ethic etc. but never took out the time to properly train her
Well today was the day. She let the man have it." You fake phony @#*&% ...@#$#& use your imagination." When you get to a point in your life and you realize your worth you won't settle for anything. To be honest I am proud of her because people will run over you as long as you let them. I don't think anyone said it better than Bernie Mac on players club. Don't tell me good job!!!PAY ME!!!!
