Man I miss my sister...

Hello family... well I was looking forward to seeing my lil ole Mesha this weekend but do to my financal situation we must prolong it again for another weekend. buuuut I love ya and can't wait to hug ya!! I know thats a lil lame but thats the way I feel. Only time can heal. "I need a healing for my soul give me a healing for my soul"....Randomocity...... . God has truly blessed this month and its getting kind of ruff at the end. but I am expecting, I do mean expecting...BIGGER, BETTER Blessings when the first roles around again......this year just got started and we will soon be in the second month of it......... SINGING " IM ABout toooo make a profit" Got blessings bustin out the closet".... "I finally got the keys to unlock it".....LOL

On the right track now....

OK family I must and I do mean must start with January 14th......  ;() It finally happened. He really asked me...... Asked me what?... you say.... He asked the big question. Which came as a beautiful surprise.... To be honest I am still in shock and happy...nahhh happy isn't the word I'm ex static ... I guess that's how you spell that if not oh well. I'm truly over whelmed with joy... So I decided to call and spread the joy.....not thinking about the fact that Satan comes to steal, kill and destroy. I called my grandmother who lives outta state and one of my uncles happen to be there soooooo I decided to be courteous and share...."Beware" So he started talking laaaa laaa laaa yaaa yaaa yaaaahhh.. " Yes sir he's a good man"  " Well I don't know TiMori you've made alot of mistakes in the past" Yeah your right uncle, we all have" and then satan jumped in ........ I can laugh about it now cause its kinda funny but by the time the argument ended he truly had me crying on one of the best days of my life. I tried to explain that because of the mistakes I've made in the past I can truly appreciate the man in my life.  he went on to tell me I'm your uncle and you need to shut up when I talk and I have the right to tell you about your mistakes in the past and you just listen..........cue the music!!!!! I said to self ...self said "huh"tell the holy spirit to come quick.......... WARNING don't read any further if you can't handle it cause like I said before this blog is as real as it gets. In my mind I said "WHO DA 4U#K ARE YOU !!..... to tell me about my past and who I used to be and where I was when I was 22 or whatever age I made my mistakes......
I didn't say that ... I didn't say that yall. I ask the spirit to come quick cause I was about to let him have it... what I said was "let he who is without sin cast the first stone." Which is much better than what I was thinking IJS And he became livid. I tried to explain that he took my comment wrong and by me saying we've all made mistake, I wasn't throwing off, I was just saying in general. Alcohol you have no dominion and your chains are broken from my family and friends. So he goes on to say ooohhhhhh you wanna bring Jesus in it.... LOL PAUSE......I know that I am weird and my way of thinking and interpreting life and words are ......
 supercalifragilisticexpialidocious.... what did you say?? supercalifragilisticexpialidocious....LMBO
but why do people say ohhhh you want to bring God in it???? Isn't he always in it....again I'm just sayin...
moving right along... the conversation with my uncle he ended up hanging up the phone.... In my face I might add. In the words of Cee lo" One Monkey Can't Stop No Show!" that is really funny to me. Tickled Pink.... hmmmm I wonder what my soon to be hubby will think about that color for the wedding. I'm just kidding Black and Gold  N.O. till I go... the Moral of this story isssssss  BE AWARE the enemy is always lurking he can use your family , friends, wife or husband. On a great note I must end " My lil sista and I relationship is now mended" Yeahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! Big sis your next where ever you at.... Love Peace and Hair Grease.

Ok family I've been protesting facebook for a min cause it started to seem more negative than positive........but right now. I am truly start to see and believe all things work together for the greater good!!!!! Thank Ya!!!  Lord  I praise and thank you for your presence in my life, my friends and family. .......Rain on us..... Breathe on US.... Shower down......Yall don't know my story...." But hey I guess that's why your reading my blog" LOL.. I must say it has been a long road. I been up , been down, I've been lost, found. felt lower than the earths core........ Lord I praise you for the keys and these open doors..... Which brings me to 2004....hhmmmmmm right before my father died of a massive Heart attack in church right before he opened the church doors. Lord send me your glory.

Laughter is good for the soul... AHHhhh haaa Ahhhhh haaaaa Ahhh haaaa :)

First I must apologize to my faithful followers..... I know its been a minute. and boy do I have alot to talk about and thank God its all positive and if its not it won't get talked about!!! HAH!  Its so funny how GOD works things out. Every day he surprises me. i'll start with an entry from one of my favorite books I'm reading again. "Purpose Driven Life". "Many People are Driven by Guilt, resentment and anger, fear, materialism and the need for approval. What are you driven by??? I don't know all the keys to success, but one key to failure is to try to please everyone. Being controlled by the opinions of others is a guaranteed way to miss Gods PURPOSE in your life."  I'm a witness when you find purpose you see your life in a new light......AIGHT!!! Knowing your purpose gives meaning to your life, motivates you, prepares you for eternity and simplified your life. The Bible says" A pretentious, showy life is an empty life; a plain and simple life is a full life. Proverbs 13:7. It also leads to Peace of mind....... Me myself and I consider my life to be simply high fashion....LOL. Peace that passes all understanding. Thank Jesus for Jesus!!lol Thank you for my soon to be husband, family and friends even the ones who pretend. The song above is what I do to the enemy I see thru your pseud . I'm so excited yall we headed straight to the top.....Satan you have no place in no relation.... I stand on the word  Eph 3:20 I'm partying today like its 2012 yall that's my lil brother above yall... give it yo all CD coming out January 17th check out the youtube link http://www.youtube.com/user/MRXcluzive Satan me and my family laughin at you....... Babe I love you sistas I love you too hope to see you soon. I miss my nieces and nephews.

Youuuuuuu Areeeee... You Rrrrrrrrrrrr!!! You are....You RRrrrrrrr

What a joyous  morning it is.... Thank ya lord! I got tha joy joy joy joy down in my heart! This Joy that I have the world didn't give it to me and the world can't take it away. My newly adopted lil sis was listening to the above song this morning and it stuck with me.  Life lesson ( Be careful what you allow to be spoken into your life)  Only speak LIFE and speak it more abundantly. I started changing my way of speaking maybe 2 years ago. It went unnoticed but it wasn't for anyone else it was for me.The tongue is a powerful weapon, there is Life and death in it. I speak Joy, Love, Peace, financial prosperity to bless those who are less fortunate than me. My grandmother once told me that if someone runs to you SCREAMING... I wanna help you!! I wanna help you!! run the other way. In my young mind I was like "Why"
The best charity work is quiet. Someone screaming  to be seen isn't always helping. I'm about to take it to church again. ................................I had to pause for a minute and think about the men and women who work behind the scenes with no acknowledgement the deacons, the clean up women. I'm talking bout the ones who stay late after Church anniversary, not Mrs. Boppy who lookin at yo husband ... not to cast judgment IJS....
count down 27..28...29..30..31 Random ......song "The Clean up woman is a woman who....." LMBO!!
Of coarse I can't finish without talking about my boo. ..... Boy do I love and deserve you!!

Mr ohhhh so right!!!

Boy its been a minute........but I must talk about my Mr. Right....  You see sometimes in life you gotta choose your Mr. Right. Who in others eyes can be Mr. Wrong..... "SANG MARY J" Randomacity... If you honestly sit back and think about the one you truly love (pause)  :) How many people had something negative to say. How many people. have an input on your relationship. Mother, sister, cousin , brother. Only God should have the last word about to whom you belong. Man if you haven't been listening you gotta hear the above song. I love My Mr. Wrong.... I must say that I myself am guilty of giving my disapproval in relationships but in growing I've learned. What GOD has put together let no man harm. If he put it together???? People who really know me I rarely care what others say. I haven't had a negative conversation about my mate, who I truly appreciate.
I'm A living witness if you ask GOD to reveal someone to you, he will....... Before you ask BE READY!!!
Ready! Set!Go!.... I love My MR. Wrong!!! :) No he doesn't have all the Characteristics of this song but my Mr. Wrong is oh so Right. Be careful who you let speak into your life. If God put you together you gottsta fight!!

Who is Sarah Baartmon...... My people Perish for lack of knowledge. IJS