CHEERS......

Well first of all I wanna pour a lil somthin out for my number on hommie...... R.I.P. Mommy.I remember this day like yesterday....Well most of it. I remember daddy comming in the room and the look in his eyes..... Before he even spoke. I said "She not dead daddy, she not dead" . I remember asking if I could use the phone cause I was on punishment " which I stayed on....lol Any way. I just wanna say Ivy Elise Robinson. I love you!!! TeAr ;(
On a lighter note, lets talk about Mr.New...so grateful to you for being the ... Puddin Proof.   You are definitely the truth. I am truly free. No double dipping........ OK that's really funny to me. pause........
Lord I thank you for what you allow.... and for your power. I thank you for your wisdom and knowledge. I thank you for the things I didn't learn while in college!! I know a few who wild out!!
I really wanna say CHEERS to my Mommy and Mr. New. Lord thank you for tears of JOY from sorrow.

"LEAD DON"T FOLLOW"

Yes Mam......

What shall I talk about??Let me see, Let me seeeeee.........Let me see , let me see now, let me see ya get down low....... O!K! that was very random. Randomocity is back. LOL. I ....want to talk abouttttttt.....??? Church yesterday.  I love the Lord he heard my cry but I promise church is like going to the movies. Well I think my life is a movie with the camera crew on break ....anyway.... But church, is like a comedy, well my life is like a comedy too.......minus the camera crew, lol. Lord knows I gotta laugh just to make it through.

So anyway yesterday was Open Mic Sunday. Anyone who wanted to sing could and did........AMEN! LOL.
My grandmother leaned back and whispered to me" I want you to go up there and sang " "Im like uhhhhhh OK"So the lil kids were finishing up singing the 3min chorus. " I give myself away". I close my eyes and pray.
" Lord give me a song and let my words be your tongue" So I got up there and began to sung...yes sung, It just rhymes and I was on a roll. lol but any way I was sangin tha song and people started screamin to the top of there lungs. So I closed my eyes really quick, cause that had never really happened to me. I mean I've had people get happy but not sceamin.
When I closed my eyes it was just I and HE.... Hopefully you know I mean Jesus. next thing I know the ministering was done and eyes were open. No Lie the lady on the pew behind me tapped me on my shoulder and told me yolks were broken. ......God is truly Amazing, And I'm grateful that's why i praise him. I sang that one for you dad. We used to joke on you for singing this song every Sunday but I can truly say... I new the true meaning when I sang it yesterday. R.I.P.

Tickled Pink.......

I finally finished writing on my Hub Pages for today. http://timori.hubpages.com Check it out.
Moving right along. Life is so funny. I've been Listening to Lina the above song all morning. 
"Some people keep what they don't want and throw away what they really need" Cee Lo Green...
I'm just so happy this Monday morning." I GOT A RING!!!!!!!!!!"..........................................LMBO
 Not that kinda ring a telephone ring.....that was funny. I got a call from a ex somebody from years ago. Po fella is miserable. "so how things going" I replied in the words of Lina "Its funny that your calling" "When things start getting betta for meee".... " IIIIIIIIIIIiiiiiiiiii wont Let My Baby Down" "We been talking way to long so I'm gonna hang up the phone" Cause " IIIIIIIIIIiiiiiiiiii -e-IIIIiiiiiii Won't let my baby down"
I love this song!!!!!

In The Words Of Granny "A Whole Heep"

AHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..........sigh of relief ,,,back to my therapy.. Sooo my car is still sick and I have been with out a car for a month now...............????????  "Help me baby Jesus.....naww I need big Jesus for this one!!. I won't complain  at least I got shoes to walk in. Somebody out there "Riding in a wheel chair without feet".
So anyway... My sis picked me up Monday so I could dance with" Divine Grace"  FYI: dance of praise, don't get it mistaken. LOL. I was out of town about 4days.
 on the ride back home. My brother -in-law and I got to talking last night just about family and things and I had several flash back memories. I remember being thirteen when  my mother Ivy Elise, had her first breast cancer surgery. I told my father I wasn't going to school. I helped my mother back and forth from the bathroom . I remember one particular moment. when she needed some relief....we both got on our knees before the king .....I just can't smh........as tears consume me. i thank you Lord for strength .
Which brings me to a statement I began to internally ponder, on last nights car ride.........
"TO WHOM MUCH IS GIVEN......MUCH IS REQUIRED" ......................................SILENCE

Required-   Need for a particular purpose; depend on for success or survival,   Cause to be necessary.
 I asked my self and self said "HUH??" 
What has God given Me?????  Whats required of Me? I said to self
"Self remember, What God has for you its for you, What God requires from you.....Is You!!!!" 
Whrew.....biiiiigggg exhaaallllleee......" cause self can't be nobody else"
I'm killin myself laughing.... But for real y'all when I go through life's trials ,ups, downs, tears deaths brokenness, and all the rest...........I tell my self " Much is Required" My lesson for the week.

"Much Is Required" and "Stay Silent"

Mood ring... Rain

The weather is truly having an affect...effect on me, which ever one is the right term... I don't feel like looking it up. but any way I've been thinking about my father all day. When I think back. My father truly had me spoil. Ohhh how I miss those days.......uhhmmmm you know what I don't wanna touch this subject. R.I.P. to the parents who raised me Ivy, Joyce and Timothy....I woke up singing this song all morning....

 Affect:  To have an influence on or effect a change in
 Effect:   A change that is a result or consequence of an action or other cause.

What is the difference....exactly?

• Use effect when you mean: RESULT, TO CAUSE, TO ACCOMPLISH, TO BRING ABOUT, or when preceded by A, AN, ANY, THE, TAKE, INTO, and NO. (These words may be separated from effect by an adjective.)

Use affect when you mean: TO INFLUENCE SOMETHING RATHER THAN CAUSE or AS A NOUN TO EXPRESS EMOTION.

I decided to look it up....lol

Umbrella in a Hail Storm

Okay sooooo I  started writing about this topic yesterday on my Hub Pages.( http://timori.hubpages.com/) I had to plug that in right quick. Check it out and repost it if you get a chance..My blog is like my journal so with this "Umbrella in a Hail Storm" topic I wanted to get a lil personal. Sometimes it seems like I walk thru life  holding on to the umbrella of faith with my own patch of sun under it with me....lol that's really tickling, cause I can see it. Me and the sun under my umbrella in a hail storm. The world can be cold and hard and beat u unconscious if your not conscious of who you are and what you stand for. Do you know what u living for....I used to say if you don't have dreams then what you living for, now it seems sleep comes to me never.......pause....go back....read it again. never mind here it is. I used to say if you don't have dreams then what you living for now it seems sleep comes to me never....What is up with this weather? I don't know what the hell to wear...rain boots, a long john top, short bottoms a sun hat and ear muffs. That's my life gear Oh yeah and I always have my shades on that's a known. let me explain my life gear to you. RAIN BOOTS, so I can trudge through. I suggest you get a pair too.  It will help when the ice turns to water all around. EAR MUFFS so I can't hear noooooo negative comments. SUNHAT and GLASSES for my joy in the midst of the storm. A Breast Cancer Pink LONG JOHN on my arms to keep them warm and shoulders strong for lifes boulders. I pray for the person I'm living this life for. I pray to the one who gave it to me.... It seems everyone  looks at success differently... The best way I can describe it is I have a dyslexic mentality and see the world differently. Awh man I forgot about my shorts.....mmmhhhh no specific reason Im just fashion forward :) I thought they would look good.
Lord thank you for this umbrella.... Thank you for the hailstorm..... Thank you for the sun.... Thank you for your overflow of blessings at my feet....... What a great morning!!! 

Laaa Laaa Laaa La la La until the end of time.......

Today well actually all day I've been feeling  hhhmmmm whats a good word Emotionally Random: I feel like crying., literally.... but I'm so happy. I 've shed many tears in my lifetime. I feel as tho these are not mine. I really won't get all into that.... Today I am a true woman at her "emotionaliest" Ok Lord "Life is a test" Now you know I'm not the best test taker.....lol I'm just sayin. Can I get a study guide....ohhh ok" the Bible". What about a cheat sheet or a ahhhhh Pre test. Yes a pretest sounds good. I gotta know whats up with this "emotionalness", another made up word "yes".I just got to keep it real on my Blog, which is my therapy. I love this new artist Timothy Bloom...I wrote a piece to this song for "Mista...I once knew". I sometimes wonder if I am the only one who thinks about how people remember you. I mean does it really matter. I was raised a preachers child so I always had to look out and worry about how I was viewed. Church folks can be so rude and put people on a pedal stool not realizing we are all human.and the same way you curse at me I will curse at you!!!!! LOL Im just playin!!! It takes sooooo much to get me upset but if I do the Holy spirit betta come quick !!!enough about that. I Love Timothy Blooms video also its so beautiful , Artistic and sexual. Check it out!!!!