I'm Learning

So I just left grannies house and I am beyond emotional. I really need to channel this energy and tears into something positive. Maybe I should meditate, maybe I should eat some cake or go for a run. Its a little to late in the evening to get that kind of adrenaline going.... well not really but I just don't want to exercise at the moment. My granny is suffering. She just kept saying "Hurry up, Hurry up Jesus. I can't take it." I just held her hand and squeezed lightly to make my presence known. She was to weak to squeeze back. The tears I couldn't hold back ......Lord I don't understand why she must suffer so. It makes me think of a old song my dorm buddy in Hay Hall used to sing. " I'm learning how to live holy, I'm learning how to live right, OOhhhh I'm learning How to suffer, for if I suffer I gain eternal life." I used to love to hear and sing that song. It honestly never made much sense to me. I see no reason for us to suffer when that's the reason why Jesus carried the cross.... A beautiful song it is. I don't quite understand it. Last night I had a conversation with Humming Mary about suffering and asking God for understanding. She said that everything isn't meant to be understood, So I just shut my mouth and let my thoughts linger about inside and swallowed them. Sometimes silence is the best food. Lord knows I didn't want to upset her. She has been such a great caretaker of her mother. Father pour out an extra special blessing for my auntie. She is such a lovely lady. I haven't heard her hum in a while. It seems as though her spirit is broken. Deep down I know its something only you can fix. Touch that place Jesus and heal it. Just like you did me. Set her free. There is so much peace in you. I really want everyone to feel it and live in it. Speaking of living, Oh how great it would be to let these tears roll off my nose onto my husbands shoulder letting each drop erase the worlds boulders .....When I do finally get to lay my head there I declare.....tears of joy. It makes me smile just thinking about it. I know its worth the wait. The Lord has never failed me. Yall have a blessed morning, day or evening depends on when you're reading. Either way be blessed. I am no matter what the state. Amen

WHOAHHH!!! LOL

Merry Christmas family!!!! I pray it was great. I spent the day at home singing "onnnnnn my ownnnnn" lol but never alone because I have you Lord. Humming Mary was in and out of the house today, back and forth to grannies. Granny made it to Christmas although the hospice nurse said she wouldn',t but look what God did! Around this time I miss my mother and father a great deal. I often wonder what life would be like if they had lived to see my sister and I in the present. I'm beyond blessed to have had them the time I did and that upbringing was amazing.
It was so awesome to watch my niece online having a blast at Disney Land. Father God you're the man! Bless my sisters, their husbands and children. Since I'm on a roll bless my husband, our children and household. I'll never leave them out for sure..........long pause for thought about my household. Uhhhmmmm Jesus you said in Ephesians3:20 exceedingly......well you know what you said. You gave me this imagination and know the thoughts that linger in my head. That being said I want to thank you for blessing me above all I could imagine or think because this thinker is always thinking. A home of peace and pure love where your presence shall forever reside is my desire. Holy Fire! lol  Burning with passion of love everlasting.....my mind has a brief interruption from a scene in the movie "The Nutty Professor" The granny was talking about Shermans level of intimacy "wanting and wanting and wanting until WHOAH! Make yo head pop off!" lmao I'm just human yall. They call me Wild Beauty. It's not your booty its your beauty. lol
Any way where was I........my home, my children, my husband....being intimate.... I'm pretty sure this is a subject to be written about in my notebook. Lord please don't let my head pop off. I'm yet holding on...lol Moving right along. I am beyond excited about what's going on in my life beyond being a wife. God is making great moves as far as my career goes.......as far as my career goes....who knows? but God. I'm expecting greatness. That's all I have to say about that. Every day I give it all I got and do what I know sooooooooo the story goes.  Which brings about another memory from Cali. I was talking to a older gentlemen who had taken some interest in me, the young tenderoni seemingly.  He  asked me several questions which I answered " I don't know and I'm not sure". He then said "What do you know?" I then replied " I know enough to know I want to know more." that was about 3 years ago. I know more now for sure and still want to know more. To God be the glory for this story. Amen

All I want for Christmas

Well family I have so much I would like to say. I honestly can not believe I slept half of the day away. I've been fighting a cold. As you all know or should know. I wasn't really asleep being that I 'm a dreamer. I had some very interesting dreams today. I must write them in my notebook. I can say that I was awakened from my REM sleep by a great phone call. God is so amazing yall.
So strategic he is.......I would love to elaborate on my conversation with this person but at this moment a no kiss and tell contract is important.....lol Speaking of kissing. Lord I would really love to kiss my husband Christmas morning. I  know I've been mentioning my husband to you quite a bit lately. I love him so much. I pray that he can feel it where ever he is. I even have him a gift under the tree. That may sound a lil crazy for those on the outside looking... Not crazy more like faithy lol. My faith is the size of a peach seed. I believe, I believe.......
I've never kissed underneath mistletoe! Now that's unbelievable! but its true.
Lord, there are so many simple things I desire to do with the one appointed by you.....mhhhh pause for the cause, can I get a round of applause.
Now back to that conversation I wanted to elaborate on.....what a great Christmas present to hear the words " I'm proud of you". Those words brought about inner tears. I shared my appreciation for that great present. I could hear the voice of amazement that I hadn't heard those words. After we hung up the phone my thoughts still lingered. Thinking when was the last time I heard those words. I honestly can't remember. Please don't get it misconstrued, I do receive compliments a bit more than usual but the word "I'm proud of you"  have much more value. Lord bless as only you can. I thank you Father God! I believe I really needed to hear that. For so long I tried to live as pieces, what a blessing it is to be here a whole person. I love you Lord and don't forget to let my future husband know I
love him too. I expect to see him Christmas morning! Yup I put it out there. Amen up in here!

Love Peace and Hair Grease

Rest, rest, rest. Thank you Lord for sweet rest this week. Lord knows I needed it. I mean who knew it would be a task to make yourself rest..........Well, I started this blessed therapy entry at the end of last week. Now, its Sunday and I'm grateful to say I made it..... and " am elated to meet this weeks acquaintance!" I recorded a free style for that statement on my studio phone....
lets see where shall I start this evening, morning or day depending on your location on this planetary station. I often wondered as a child, was I the only one who was constantly surrounded by music? Meaning there is always music in my head...just incase you didn't catch that. No point intended.
Now that I am an adult, I have joyfully come to realize I am not alone,,,,singing" ring, ding, dong! Come on" another song. lol
 Slight pause for some turkey pepperoni..........Hungry Greedy Gurl is coming. lol I hope this brand taste just as great as "Momma Cozzi's". We shall see what Amour brand has to offer. I am covered with the full amour of God. I had to get that in write quick.
Praise be to God that hunger is filled!!! Note to Kellogg on my instagram account , they should make a limited edition of Blueberry Lemon Cluster cereal with extra lemon clusters.  " Girl you gone tell them people that!?" says Wild Beauty. " You think I won't when I will!? You think I aint when I am!?" lol
My beloved readers, I pray that by now you have caught on. I Wild Beauty, am Hungry Greedy Gurl in TiMori Lynns' World of graceful God given gifts. I love the to give gifts. I have so much love to give. I once wondered why I was created in the fathers image of pure love. I am so filled with love that it drips all over and floods all surrounding ground around when I walk. Granny said I need a mop to go down the hall. that tickles me to this day yall. That's a whole heep of love. Bless my granny Lord! By your stripes we are healed. From her head to her heels do your will. You know what the deal is Jesus. I can no longer watch  her suffer. Yes it is my desire to keep her here. In tears I say again... your will.
My, my, my have you wiped away many of my tears. I thank you that you have turned all of my tears of sorrow to joy. I thank you that you have never left me even when I thought I was all alone. When my mother went home, when my father went home, when my God mother went home, when my granddad went home. You know what? that's quite a few home goings.
All I know is your word is true and you shall, will and have restored all that I thought I had lost. Halleluhah for the spirit realm.
Moving write along I would like to put some words on my husband. You are blessed mighty King! Your are exceedingly, abundantly, above all I could imagine or think. Ephesians 3:20. At this moment I would really like to elaborate on my imagination. How fortunate are we hubby that it goes far beyond words and typing......Tee hee hee. I long to get married to the soul which I was created for. That's you Lord. You shall forever dwell in him and our family for every generation to come. I'm done!!! Yall have a great one. Love, Peace and Hair Grease!

Glistening In Glory

" Calm Delight" That's the place I'm in, this very moment in my life.......... Thank God! I believe that's something I need to meditate on or write a song. lol....something there of. To reach a place of calm delight, I had to fight...." all my life I had to fight" lol. Honestly, I'm really nonviolent . I am definitely not confrontational. Life! life will confront you and make you fight. I don't mean physically. Our battle isn't against flesh and blood. etc. etc......What an awesome place of peace Im in. I realized any and every battle is already won." Delightfully Calm" I am every second of every minute of every hour. Positive power! Lord I just want to thank you for today and the manifestation of all that you have showed me. Amen, to you be the glory for this here story. Peace, love and joy to all who lay their eyes on this here.

On Goes The Show!

Hello family, Wild beauty here and booooyyyy do I have a lot to share. News of good cheer. I had the most blissful experience singing under the direction of Dr. Gregory  McPherson. Lord I thank you for my cousin Dr. Lynn Robinson.... I love Punkin so, father God I ask you to let blessings overflow in her life. Thank you for overflowing blessings in Dr. McPherson, his  daughter and his wife according to your word in Ephesians 3:20. Which you already done did. I just want to mention it again. Amen
So, about this past week experience. I'm a professional now thanks to God. I'm elated to meet the acquaintance of who I am. It feels freely refreshing. My wings have a tingling sensation. Running through my finger tips, toes to the soul of my being. Oh! How great it feels to be me.
 Hungry Greedy Gurl came up with a new recipe " Blackend Okra Salad" I'm going to share it with my followers in IG for sure. I believe I mentioned before that I'm going to have an Exhibit for all of my paintings. It will be called "Our Healing". I believe $ 1000 a seat should be sufficing. Lord let your glory rest on each canvas for it is with your excellence it is shared and was created. I am and forever shall be yours. I'm grateful for all you have done, doing and proving. You prove to me every second of every hour that you are who you say you are. The great I am!  Bless each child and governess  and parent of Elite Etiquette. In all thy ways you shall be acknowledged.... Singing....I'm ready,  even if ion get to go, reason why I stay on the road, gotta go, gotta go, gotta go. Amen for sho!" The show must go on!" said Mrs. Branson

Healing on display

Well we made it through the holiday. Praise God and there was no family dram. you can only imagine how it goes down in Chi-town. I really need this therapy. but I have no idea where to start......well I had a boyfriend for seven months and we broke it of on my birthday  after he stood me up, smh, I really had love for this fella lord, moving right along, Father I long for my husband. Its all in your hands. I give it to you but I would like to be with him. I've honestly only seen a glimpse of. I saw his eyes and they are as blue as the ocean. I'm just curious as to what he could look like because in all my years I've never seen a man with ocean blue eyes black, white, red or yellow. So, what kind of fella could this be? I long to be with. My Aunt in the Chi told me " I don't get out enough. How do I ever expect to find my love?" I'm like he needs to find me. Its evident that I failed at the search party thing. The word says the man that findeth a wife ,,,,,,,,,,,  I am officially out of hiding so ride sally ride. lol I'm just saying
Moving along to my artistry. I've painting my healing. I do apologize I have just sprung this up on my readers. It sprung up on me. I knew I was an artist as far as writing, singing, acting, dancing. Painting never crossed my mind. I dived all the way in and asked god for healing and prosperity, peace and serenity of each stroke of my rush and for all who sees him healing me be free. Wow what a wonderful experience and process I went through. A transition of greatness. Now look Jesus...... How in the world am I to market this. I pray that it is never misinterpreted. The Chrysalis collection and all its editions. Touring state to state, witness healing. Father I must give you prays because only you did this. you gave me the peace that I have. You gave me this love, joy, and prosperity according to Ephesians 3:20. So have your way in me thru me for you. Its my desire to bless the nations in abundance physically, emotionally, financially and most of all spiritually. So whoever you have lined up to help me accomplish these things bless them immediately. I receive, that's all for now I believe. Amen. Have a blessed day, morning or night. Know that God has it all under control. lehhh goooo!!