I believe my last entry was about Saturday...moving right along to Sunday Church was great I believe the pastor was speaking to me and even stepped on my toes a few times. But that's a good thing to be able to recognize. Moving right along with my life. I'm talking to a new guy..........well he is talking to me. Capital O! Capital M. Capital G! OMG this dude talk soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much I mean more than me. Which brings me to memory. A old friend of mine from Ohio, would never talk and it used to bother me. He replied " If you "let someone talk long enough they will tell you every thing you wanna know" that statement has stuck with me for many years and is so true." Sometimes silence is the best food." How could you leave me stranded dude!!!! "sorry about the brief interlude" TiMori its Thursday, Saturday has come and gone.
I have decided to look for a new car. First I googled "Free" 2011 Camaro's LMBO. Hey its worth a try. then I tried craigslist and different dealerships.... What did you day?? TiMori you don't have any money.
In the words of Denzel " King Kong aint got $#!+ on me!!!! LOL I know who I am!! DO you know who you are? Words to self for today. " When you hungry eat words" Be still let go and let GOD..... I love the above song " Sing Over Me Again"
Its Tuesday and I woke up with a song in my head as usual. singing.." He'll keep you in perfect peace, so why should I be bound? When he has set me free" So you know I had to look it up on youtube. Check it out above. Its nothing like having peace. I think about when I got up to speak at my Fathers funeral and I really didn't know what I was going to say. I just knew that I wanted to say something. I just let the spirit lead me. One thing i remember saying " God has given me peace that passes all understanding". I believe that's why alot of people don't understand me. Sometimes I don't even understand my understanding, but I understand.
Perfect: Having all the required or desirable elements, qualities, or characteristics; as good as it is possible to be
Peace: I have my own definition and its long but its spiritually, mentally physically and financially. There are so many ways that we can become bound in life....but like the song says that I've been singing all morning "Why should I be bound when God has set me free" Mannnnn! I feel good this morning. I feel good every morning but its something about this one.....that I haven't seen before and will never see again..... Quote of the day " Live every day ,hour,minute,and second like its your last" Life is to short to be Mad, Sad,Depressed, Oppressed or Bounded...bounded lol did I make that up? Yup! lol Today Be Free!!!!!
Well friends what a push into the fall!!! I am soooooooooooooo excited about this new season. Im definitely looking forward to the the things God has in store. Now to the reality show! "My LIFE" lol
SO I've been feeling this change or this new season coming up hmmmmm actually all month. To be honest I kinda "fell into fall" The first day of fall was Friday September 23rd and it kinda crept up on me. But I could feel the change that morning. Things just weren't the same. The Primary Harvest is here!!! Primary : first in order of time or development. Development: A specified state of growth or advancement of knowledge. Most Holy gracious, merciful and forgiving God. I thank you for my mind being clear and coherent. I thank you for deliverance from peoples opinions and approval.I thank you for literally stopping me and letting me know you have your hand on me and dwell in me. You are the greatest therefore your greatness dwells in me. Although my life is just a smidgit in comparison to Jesus on the cross. His only words were "Forgive them Father for they know not what they do" Lord I feel you!! To those that I've wronged DO forgive me. Forgive me for being falsely accused of being who you want ....believe or perceive me to be. Forgive me for not being that big "B" lol or for not being messy. forgive me for being blunt with you and asking for the truth .... truth be told no matter what I'm gone be free!!! I break all generational curses in Jesus name! PAUSE..... Back to the subject at hand. I gots to be free...... I will neva... have I eva... ask you to forgive me for being me. Its a new season you see. Like I tell my sistas yall betta get to know me..... Beautifully and wonderfully made. just the way I am. right whereI am, with a joy that no one around me gave or can take away..........
Now lets skip to Saturday! Singing what a dayyyy...What a dayyy...What a dayyyyeeyyaaa!!!
WOke up and I could feel the heat summer was officially over. I got in my car and it was over heated. So thankful for homies that can stand the heat. Summers over its time to reap. Its a new season Homie. I'm "STANDING TALL" YOU SEE ME!?!?! LOL. Moving right along, .
Some lunch a lil egg fu young....
A Random comment......" All women are a nonfactor" are you an actor? Is this a movie? Do you know me? " INTRODUCING THE ONE AND ONLY!!!!" TIMORI!!!!LOL How dare he! In the presence of greatness that dwells with in me. My poor homie...smh. Non-factor: A person or thing that isn't special a zero; zilch a overly used term to put down people on a message board. MESSAGE!!! Attention family,foes, friends and those who pretend. I will reiterate myself one mo gain. INTRODUCING TIMORI LYNN !!!!! The GREATEST COMMON FACTOR!! Factor : One that actively contributes to an accomplishment, result, or process
Greatest Common Factor:The greatest common factor is its own definition, i.e., list all of the common factors of 2 and take the largest.... Singing Lauryn Hill" Deep in My heart the answer it was in meeee and I made up my mind to define..my own destiny!!! " Randomocity"
Soooo its still saturday. It was a long journey just bare with me.I Drop my homie off 5 mins later car start running hott no not hott, hawt pass all the numbers. I called errrbody I know. Men walking pass my window,begger standing at the door. 3...4 or so hours pass and Im still at the damn gas station...waiting grateful for the stranger ,danger man that helped. He said" where yo husband " before approaching and groping my hips and thighs with his eyes. I LOUDly replied." DO..YOU..THINK..IF..I HAD A HUSBAND I would be sitting here looking under this hood!!! I kinda feel bad about it now. I was pretty loud LOL. He said " You sure you don't need any help?" BLank Stare "You didn't ask me" The man jumped out that Uhaul quickly and started helping me. THATS what um talkin bout G..O..D.
That still aint all...Bare with me we almost there yall. He had to leave but by that time The lady asking for change had come over to be nosey and talk to me. sn: I talk to everbody. We talked about How good God is!!! And she was begging for change to get some chicken from across the street. I had no money. but I gave her all the change I had on me and that I could see. When she got back she was trying to feed me. smh Lord thank you for Mrs Kathy. She stood out there all that time with me. to reassure my safety. Mrs. Kathy said Baby I would invite you to my house but I aint got no lights and no power. I am in tears right now writing about this. Much more happened and I could go on. The Moral to this story, Life long journey??? That Revelation is for me not to be shared with anybody ;)
P.S. Thanx to Danz and Cuz I made it home. Quote of the day { Don't cry that you are starving with a loaf of bread under your arm, Don't walk around with Chips on your shoulders acting like they boulders} GOD is in control! All this talk about food is making me hungry!! LETS GET IT!!
Its FRIDAY!!! I haven't done my therapy in a week or so. Well I'm back! I just got back from South Carolina yesterday. I really enjoyed myself with my step mom. GOOoooooo team LT!! I've really gotta start back writing in my blog everyday. I learn so much daily and I aint even in school. " I'm not attending school at this present time" Thats for you Gmamma.LOL I miss you and I will use correct grammar sometimes just for you. Lets seeeee Ohh yeah. We went to Walmart in South Carolina. We walk down the meat isle looking for breakfast food. My stepma has a loud out burst. "WHAT NO CONECUH SAUSAGE!!!!!" LMAO I replied " MAM! we are not in Alabama". Were not in Kansas any more toto!" "Randomocity" Speaking of Kansas. South Carolina was for lack of a better word mmmhhhh HOOD! Not that I have a problem with the hood. I wasn't raised in the hood but I grew up in the hood......... Flash back " Stone Terrace" in Chicago. What interesting Summers. Staying on the 5th floor with an elevator the never worked. It wasn't so bad even though we never got to go outside. lol until we went to granny house. Played in the field with Twinkle n nem. Stop by the candy lady house get some cheese and flammin hots, a pickle, and 25cent worth of penny candy. Those days were dandy...lmbo dandy that was lame. but any way. Back to the South Carolina trip. I finally saw Gefilte fish.......Gefilte fish, Well I used to watch the movie rush hour alot when I didn't have cable and I always wondered what the hek it was. Chris Tucker was trying to order it on the plane.... and I saw it! In a jar like pickled pig feet. Filta fish in jelly is what the jar said. EEEwwwwww. and I think what does that taste like? I may never no... Filta fish lol
HAYyyyyyyy!! I'm back and better than ever. I've been super super busy. I guess I'll start with Thursday. nah Friday thurs was to busy. woke up at 2:30 am drove to Atlanta My sister and I caught the red eye flight to Chicago. We tried to see everyone which never happens and I had a family reality check that I'd rather not share. We went to my cousins party Saturday "very nice" . Lets just talk about the party for a sec. I always say my life is a movie. Well here's example number 12,364. My sister and I finally find our way to the club downtown Chicago.....sigh. flip down the mirror. make up, check..lip gloss, check, nose check.... and gum... check! So I reach back in the back seat to get my heels....heels ....OH MY GOD!! Where are my shoes??? Let me get up and look in the back. Shoes Shoes.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh!!! Where are my heels. Only me!! What am I going to do. All who know me, know that I would never ever wear sandals to the club.. SMH and this was a very formal club. I tell myself well you come to far to turn back now and No Matter What You Gotta Strut!!!! And that's what I did.LOL . Strut with my sandals on right on in the club. We left Sunday and Monday in Florida. I'm gone put my feet in the sand today. time for a lil RE-LAX-Ation.
Well I'm behind on my post as usual so I am in need of some therapy " writing is my therapy". I just feel so good!!! Matter of fact I feel GREAT!!!!! I feel a break thru!! For me and you. Yes You!! It feels so good to be going the right way. Do you know how many wrong turns I've taken!!!! When you on the right path the doors are already open. Its gonna be a good week.... Its already Tuesday. Tomorrows hump day.
I been singin all day "these last two dollars... I'm not gonna lose" Lord I need you tooooo multiply these two's like only you can do. I'm actually happy with my love life right now :) "WOW" If I could stop it with the asuminati.....and make sure I tell my business to nobody. My Gran gets out the nursing home tomorrow, or rehab as they like to call it. She's the best, talk about a true patience test.... Back to Mista and I " You got me up so high''. I wish I could deny it but I can't.... back to the subject at hand.
Immm On tha right paaatthhhh... nahhh nahhhh naaa naaa naaa.
I can honestly say I started this week off with a bang but the week did not go as planned. I just took a long bath, meditated, washed my hair ,painted my nails, put on my oils and I'm about to paint my face. which I do daily...Why must I have these scars!!! OKAY Lord! I know! I am beautifully and wonderfully made!!! " "fell asleep teary and woke up with make up on my pillow case" lol inside joke. He knows. I'm glad I can laugh at my own flaws and jokes. This week I've been feeling like I don't wanna sing no mo???? Whats that about? Every dark cloud has a silver lining...What if its a hurricane, a six month rainstorm, a tsunami? I really need to talk with my mommy. At this moment I'm not mourning. I just got a few questions. .......moment of silence. Can't stay there to long no Debbie Downer. Tonight I'm trying to get my party on. Rewind speaking of Mourning, well morning my ex called the house at 6:00am. Like "FOR REAL" We reminisced for a min. talked about when I was spoiled, faithful and loyal. just a few of my great qualities. DING! It dawned on me. I started remembering. TiMori He is an ex for good reasoning. He blabbs on and on about how much he appreciates me. Blahhh Blahhh Blahhhh Yahhh Yahhh Yahhh!!! Ha Ha Ha!! I think to myself. Thank Ya lawd for wealth, not material things. Thank you for not being a Gold digger but a go getter. Thank you for giving me the strength and knowledge to understand I don't need a man to put money in my hand. Unless!!! lol he's my husband and I aint married yet don't even have a candidate. I think I'm gone start taking applications. Nahhhhhhhh I need some alone time. Wayyyyyy to much work on this table. Background checks. Right now....I just aint able. Let me put my clothes on and get ready to go cause I will just go on and on. For the women...annd men who don't know your worth........BE ELEVATED
