Interconnected

well done good and faithful blog readers. where shall I start with todays therapy? SO. I finished typing my book about 3 months ago and I still haven't finished reading it. Like, How do you read a book when your constantly writing one? I am half way through it though. I'm ........I believe I'm hungry. Yup! I need a snack. speaking on that, that is how #hungrygreedygurl came about. Yes! I know you don't spell Girl with a UR but I sometimes speak to myself and other in third person in my writings so yes TiMori a "Hungry Greedy Gurl-UR. Catch that.? The Lord actually had me to go thru all of my networking platforms today and look at how far I've come. Ohhh the Hunger!!! figuratively and literally. I have to get some chips or something. js. I just hate to pause and come back in a different mind frame. Words come out different when you feel empty. The sky looks different when your free. The heart sounds different when you feel rhythm in the beat. My dream can true the moment I believed. just saying.....to think when I first started this blog there was no such thing as snapchat and now it has become an easy way for me to record for my youtube channel ...................... so basically I took a 24hr lunch break from this entry. Forgive me. I just have so much that needs to be done. One thing that just so happens to be the same is that I'm hungry. LOL, SO. Anyway during my late afternoon meditation. I began to think about some points I focused on yesterday as far as my purpose goes. Yesterday I also did some traveling down memory lane as I introduced my snapchat family to my tumbler page and other things I have going on online . I saw some pictures where I look beautifully unhappy. I mean just thinking back. I was so miserable and no one even knew. I wasn't happy with where I was in life. I definitely wasn't happy in my relationship. I just knew I wanted more . I deserved more. I was more. BUT! during todays meditation God brought back to my memory when I was driving down the street leaving that dudes house, glad to get out! Coming around the curb. WHAT THA!!! Is that a baby in the middle of the road!? Oh my GOD! Jesus! Its a baby in the street Jesus, walking wobbly. Can't be! Immediately the silver bullet (my car) goes in park. I walk in front a good seven feet like " BABY! Where are you going? Where is your mommy?" She clasp all of her lil fingers around my one holding on for dear life, as if to say you saved me. In that moment we connected and for those hour long seconds she was my child. My heart cried out for my baby as we walked back to the car and all the thoughts of what could have , should've, would've happened. Talk about walking in your calling. My child and I with thick snot running down her nose . I look down and say baby what's your name? where is your house? As we walked pass my car. I pointed "Is this your house? I knew she was to young to answer, probably about one and a half. In my head I'm thinking like "what the hell?" Who's baby is this? At the same time trying to observe some type of reaction from the lil one...this is a big neighborhood to roam. finally we start to walk back and I say to myself. Jesus! about 3 houses away from my car I pick her up. no telling how far she had walked and a car pulls in front of us up in to a drive way and she mumbled a few words. I point to the car and say is that your mommy? Two teenagers get out the back and a grandmother hops out of the driver seat. calling the little girls name. I say is this your baby? She was walking down the street. the grandma said " Thank you so much! I'm her grandmother." "I told her mother we were not going to be here and she just left the baby outside." I reluctantly handed her over. suddenly remembering she wasn't my child. ..and walked back to my car praying like lord please bless my baby. She could have died today..... finishing up my meditation with God and I's conversation, on purpose. TiMori, "Yes that was a trying time in your life but you are, were and always have been full of great life changing purpose." "I specifically aligned you for that moment for that time be a parent to my child."........ and that memory was just a small example of many. Breathe in........You are perfect just the way you are.....Breathe out all is well and will be well.. meditation brought to a close. Man I felt so great after my meditation today. I felt God in the silence. Tears ran down the corner of my eyes as I thought about that child. I couldn't help but have tears of praise and joy. I serve a God so great that he would allow me to see beyond flesh in comparison with purpose and successfulness. I'm living it and have been for many years. amen to be continued....

Kiss the Sky

WOW.....SO I was just a paragraph in ...telling my mother Happy Birthday!and erased everything I was saying. So Happy Birthday Mother. I thank God for the day you were born. i know that my father in heaven couldn't have given me to a better parent. You were so precious that God had to have you. For once in my life I'm okay with that. In my Mr. Brown voice " Its a CELEBRATE!". I was going to post a pic for facebook but I said what for. I mean the emotions behind the virtual reality, are the real thing, Truth is I'm happy. I'm grateful I experienced the best mother created or the years I did. I also realized I don't have an updated pic. Why? because she's dead....LOL trust me its beyond humorous the way I said it in my head. No need to get all sensitive. I'm in the land of the living. Hear me!? Happy Birthday Ivy Elise Scott Robinson. Thank God you were born and thank you for giving birth too me. Hugs and kisses to the sky . I'm full and about to lay down. I'm out be blessed now.

Kiss the Sky

WOW.....SO I was just a paragraph in ...telling my mother Happy Birthday!and erased everything I was saying. So Happy Birthday Mother. I thank God for the day you were born. i know that my father in heaven couldn't have given me to a better parent. You were so precious that God had to have you. For once in my life I'm okay with that. In my Mr. Brown voice " Its a CELEBRATE!". I was going to post a pic for facebook but I said what for. I mean the emotions behind the virtual reality, are the real thing, Truth is I'm happy. I'm grateful I experienced the best mother created or the years I did. I also realized I don't have an updated pic. Why? because she's dead....LOL trust me its beyond humorous the way I said it in my head. No need to get all sensitive. I'm in the land of the living. Hear me!? Happy Birthday Ivy Elise Scott Robinson. Thank God you were born and thank you for giving birth too me. Hugs and kisses to the sky . I'm full and about to lay down. I'm out be blessed now.

Lets SEE

I've been sitting here just a minute......thinking about my beginning entry hhhmmmmmmm and ....... waiting for some grand introductory. So much realness going on. To start off on a positive note and keep it there. I'm truly glad to be here and know that my Father in Heaven has it all under control. SO! I let go! I let go of it all and gave it to God my Father. I have joy in this very moment just knowing that whatever negative thought could've been Jesus already handled it. The hand of the Lord is upon me. Therefore by his authority. Be FREE! and Happy! In my mother of the church voice " I aint gone let trouble, trouble me" So its amazing to me that people really watch my youtube channel "Life Of A Legend Story Of A Star". I first started the channel thinking "How cool would it be to record my journey as an independent artist". "who has no clue what she is doing". lol One of the biggest decisions I ever made was to leave Alabama and move to California. All I knew was I had enough!!!! Fornication Love and if my true love was to find me, I must step up...in order to come down. You must come down...to whatever that down place iiiisss ..Fact Is! STAY UP!Especially if you already up. See Me! I'm happy. I might get a little "emotional" from time to time but generally. I Happy! I just wanna say in my Joel Olsteen voice " you don't have to go around feeling down with a frown.. Turn that thing upside down! and you won't believe how high up you'll be!...lol so if your reading this wave yo hands in the air and wave em like ya just don't care....oh yeah. I see you over there! lol. Thank you for reading my LIFE FOR REAL....sooo I'm trying to think of something loving, distinguished and professional to close with......but uhhhhmmmm ok. Please check me out on periscope, youtube, instagram, snapchat,tumbler.. I almost forgot twitter. I'm so excited about the "Hungry greedy gURl" Project. Aight. Enough of that, don't wanna get to professional and have to over use spell check. Js saying you know this is a no judgement zone, around here stones build. In my rapper voice "I'm the illist" I really felt like a rapper for a second. lol If you get a chance listen to this song https://youtu.be/YAnj8FEKAiI Stay high by Jonathan Mc Reynolds. That's all, time to cook dinner. Yesterday, I made a Raspberry Lemon cake. mrrmmmrrhhhh thats when you mhhhh's have a growl. blessings to all

What? A Change! When, You feel his breath in your veins."?"

Sooooo I went to church online today as usual and the sermon was about the blood. Thank you lord for the blood! Well, the Bishop asked a question so deep that it still lingers in my mind. Where did Adams blood come from???!!! Adams blood is Gods breath!!! How amazing is that.He broke it all the way down..... Honestly I am in awe. I never really thought about it that way. I have Gods breath flowing thru me because of christ. The blood that flowed from his crown of thorns speaks and was for my peace. the nails in his feet give me authority and the enemy can not step to or get near me. js. Boyyy this perception is a good feeling. The blood that flowed from your hands spoke prosperity before I had a touching chance or feeling. Father you knew me in the beginning. I am truly grateful and honored to be who I am. ........I got stuck gazing at the sky for a second looking past the graveyard, on the balcony porch. One of these graves have a windmill blowing. A seemingly odd atmosphere to write about the joy and peace I feel, but God is here. Everlasting Life I am. This wind is so freeing. Singing " the blood that give me strength from day to dayyyy." It will never loose its POWER!!! So now that I got all that out.......Im sitting on my aunts balcony in Chi-town. but I feel like Im in Malibu. The sky is so blue and beautiful. I can feel the sand between my toes, as I wiggle my toes on top of this concrete panel. lol Either way it feels good to be in the land of the living. Every second of Love, day of Music, Fashion, Food and Fun! Today is "What This Be Like". Sunday I think I'm going to try spicy Hawaiian bread.....it was on sale! and I have yet to try it. Bless it. Amen. Bless every recipe thus far....bless errrrbody cause I can go on and on. My cypher keeps going like a rolling stone... Song. Got my TiMori Lynn on. Fearfully and wonderfully made. THE BREATH THAT FLOWS THROUGH AND THRU ME SAID!" Amen ........................................I fell out! lol Lord you are worthy to be praised in Jesus name.

Watch out! There! Now!

So much joy to share!!! I'm just glad to be here. .....I must tell you all ....ugghhh I just can't tell it all. This #hungrygreedygurl journey is constantly humbling. Thank you Lord God for continually blessing me that's the "Tea" . He just keeps on blessing me. Who am I to another? Its already done for you and me.......singing jussst you wait and see. So those of you who actually take out the time to read this . THANK YOU. welcome to Life 4 Real.... and all my loyal Royal readers. I'm back with wonderful news.... Omg all the way down to the Cali move. Boy did that take some all out Faith and Favor. yass he is able... So you know how you always hear church folks say " I need a break thru. " Well, I never really new what that meant UNTIL! The Sun broke through the clouds after the storm. Temptation is always there. Choices are about when, where and how? no time to break that down but I thank God for the clouds and for "getting out of all your boxes" My words shall never be toxic....So much more to share but my battery was on 7% when I started. I must finish the paintings for my clients hallway. Glad to be free! no chains holding me. Give love freely. Love, Peace and Blessings.

He turned it!!!!

OMG God is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo AMAZING! so I was feeling might teary yet thankful and grateful yesterday. Its a long story but The Lord worked it out no doubt. but I sat in Mcdonalds for hours with no place to go. SMH the world may never know. Thank you father for King, Whom I know you placed strategically for me. Truly A blessing I can only express when I sing.And that's just the beginning . Makes sure I have every.....well Fathe I'll keep the rest between you and Me Bless him all across the the way across the country. Who thought I could love "WHAT GUH" lol. LOve. In the midst of the so called struggle. Vision is bright when you living in the LIGHT. Keep it tight . AIGHT lol anyway Today, was Amazing . I met this Lady and to make a long story short we started talking. I saw her five times between yesterday and today, because I'm in and out where I lay, so I can stay out the way . Ya feel me. TO make another long story short. if I don't get me a place to live I'm going to have to leave LA. The Lady offered me a job this morning only thing A car is required and mines is for sale in Alabama. She and I agreed to pray about it. We clicked immediately and she said "hey" wanna go to an Art show this evening. I'm like " Uh YEAH" "Uhmmm Wait ...How much is it " She like its on me. On the ride downtown LA we became family.....BUT when we got to the Art Show. I was in amazement. I'm still in awe. Father God bless Kim right NOW!! cause she laid it out according to your riches in glory true story. Forget about the tears yesterday. Lets talk about that luxury buffet at the LA Mordern Contemporary Art Show today! YAsssssss. God you know I don't want to go back to Alabama and if its your will I'm going to stay right here in California. Singing California loveeeeeeee . Love peace and hair grease . Be blessed