You said what?!

Yalllll this so funny. I mean I am beyond tickled. So this man Im talking to speaks another language that I have yet to master, right. So he text me like yeah go outside be grateful pray to God and for the universe the earth etc....basicly be gratful. Soo I'm texting like yeah cause the stars were so beautiful earlier when I went out I wanted to see them again. I did. I go outside, talk and pray to the holy one and only true love of my life. I think to myself I'm gone call and pray in my spiritual tounge no matter what be the out come. I mean for real yall I feel like if a man is the one he should here your God given tounge, BUT WAIT! The funny part was his reaction after asking me to pray with him.... I called at 11:11 I had already begin praying and continued as he answered.  I think in my head" Lord Jesus! What tha"..... as my mouth was building, praying, loosing and binding with authority. Released all positivity. Jesus ability! Ok so,,,, I'm rhyming. Anyway the funny part is when I was ready to stop speaking in tounges God wasn't ready. LOL SO! I continued and hung up the phone! Continued my worship until the father and I were done. Because ultimately he is the one. Look people you can not tell God what to do with your gifts......I drafted this post and its been sitting here waiting to get posted or for me to read it again and say. My words of prayer didn't scare him away. God be praised. What is meant to be will be. I love you God thank you Jesus for this day!

Positive Reflection

It feels so great to be alive today family. I've learned a lot about myself these past few weeks. I've taken a look over my life, in positive reflection I realized. I have fallen in love easily, several different times in my life. Its not a bad thing, It just says a lot about how much love God has embedded in me.... I just want to keep it really real and say" thank you Lord for giving me the strength to hold this nickel between my knees. A phrase my granny always told me at her house when I would walk out to leave. I didn't always listen and paid the consequences. Soul ties, lies, love disguised...lol. One thing for sure at this point in my life, I got them knees clutched tight. Hey fam its the ability to choose, which empowers you. Please don't get my writings confused. Yes, I desire to be a wife and God is truly the love of my life. I was having a conversation with a friend and we were talking about intimacy beyond physicality's....quite interesting. In my younger days of experiencing forms of love I once wrote " They say you've never loved till you've lived but no one ever told me what to do when love doesn't love you back"......lets pause on that..... tickles me to think of my mind state when those words came across my plate. In my present state I meditate daily on the love deep in my soul that loved me first, before earth. Word! yall be blessed and all the rest.

Dreams watered

What's up family?! Yall every been so tired that you just want to cry? I kid you not. I wanted to cry when I got off work today. I must say it was so beautiful outside today. But I'm tired I had 28 lil ones in my class. Father God bless them all. Life is a long road.....and as I always say " The Show Must Go On" I would like to lay down and sleep but its been a minute since I had the opportunity to record my podcast soooo, I must do that! BUT! First I must say to you....yes you! my faithful readers. Keep yo head up! I'm outta here. time waits for no one. Tears or no tears. I think maybe God didn't let me cry when I felt like it because I've watered enough dreams through the years. Manifestation is here. Hear. Amen
Dreams watered, I remember many years ago I wrote. I got a umbrella in a hailstorm. Its going to be a peaceful reflection when I read that entry on my podcast. I wonder.....What year was that? Love, peace and hair grease. Hey! yall hold up see something.........

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February 13th 2018.....that loving feeling. Well family, one hour until Valentines day and I still believe you have what you say. One thing I know for sure. There is a lot of truth in a joke. A quote I thought of when I jokingly shared with my sis. I planned to miraculously marry my husband to be this evening and on the 14th make a baby. HAPPY VALINTINES DAY!!! lolI honestly  made that statement expecting a move of greatness. I mean a God that raises the dead, heals the seek, turns water to wine surely he can put in place this husband of mine. I'm just saying that's how things work in this mind. That's it, that's all amen.

Love Bath

I love,  love family.  I mean no matter what I'll never stop loving. That is one commandment I have down for sure. I've been listening to this song on and off all day. I love it......clears throat." husband step in"......speaking existence. Married on the 13th, Pregnant on the 14th. Boom! Happy Valentines Day! It still sounds good to me. We shall see. lol I'm going to be singing love bath in my sleep.  While I count all the great qualities that come with he. The other half of me......Yall for real I'm grooving to this song. I want to get up and glide across the floor but I'm still on leg rest. And I went to work tonight.....goodnight, good morning. It depends on which country you're in. Just know I wish you nothing but blessings. Amen. 

Praise be to God for these brown eyes. I rise! I rise! I rise!!! singing praise to the most high..... Nurse Mary put me on leg rest!  " That's the best thing you can do for it." Im like " Who? I don't have time for that!!". Soooo here I am. Resting my leg....... joyfully,  while sharing with you all..... I'd planned to get some running in this morning. I woke up at 4:44 praising and waiting for 5 o'clock, which is the time I was supposed to get up and workout. Isaiah 53:5. Honestly I'm just grateful to be awake and see through these brown eyes Jesus made. Don't judge this mornings playlist. Time to post podcast episode 7. God bless. Try hearing with your eye today. True vision comes from within. If you can feel music you.............I paused for a second, our severe weather intercom went off. If! you can feel music? Well, when I feel music. I see it in my soul..... Day! leh go!!! My stomach is growling. Hungry Greedy Gurl is on the prowl.  Blessings again fam. Amen.

The Greatest I am

Singing.....It feels good! Yeahhh! It feels good family! It feels great to be me. I had a wonderful weekend in Memphis Tennessee. Ivy Lynn had a cheerleading competition. I'm so glad that I was able to be there. Quality time with my sister and niece is something that money can't buy. I'm truly going to miss them when I leave Sweet home Alabama. Lord, continue to shower me with your blessing every second, of every minute of, every hour of 2018 and all the years to come. According to your word in Ephesians 3:20 mentally, spiritually, emotionally, financially and physically. Twenty pounds get off me. JS. I worked to hard to get the weight off. Wait.....and waited to long to get to this place, that being said
On the ride back home today sis and I had a humorous conversation. I mentioned this up coming Valentines Day. " I can get married on the 13th pregnant on the 14th, BOOM!" "Happy Valentines Day!" It was funny how we said Happy V day together. Our car rides are something else. You had to be there.... Anyway I'm back home and its back to the governess grind. Back to Cali time and I can't wait to wiggle my toes in the sand and let the wind flow through me like air. God your always here. The super bowl let me know its time to mount up on wings like eagles. lets soar!!! We want more! We want more! We want more!! You have to excuse me I'm just know getting out of Cheer auntie mode. Amen to all of the above I said, in order to be the greatest I am. love peace and blessings fam.